after i end work.. im going to
1) get tanner
2) train up my lower body
3) practice scales
if only i could go back to last year. sigh
imissajbball. i miss arthur. i miss the feeling of balling with my 5 other girls. i miss shouting at them. i miss scolding them. i miss their cries. i miss their attitude problems. i miss our weekly dinner. i miss the sweat. i miss the complaints. i miss mugging together. i miss meeting every morning. i miss breakfast together. i miss birthday celebrations. i miss arguing with them. i miss going into pe dept like it's my room. i miss lying on the court. i miss our sushi outings. i miss our team shoe. i miss the photo takings. i miss people getting injured. i miss accompanying the girls to see the doctor. i miss taping one another's injury. i miss all our laughter. i miss all our smiles. i miss all the cant do but must do attitude. i miss bandaging my ankle just to play with you girls. i miss drawing bananas. i miss doing the shoelace. i miss ALL THE SHIT WE DID. sighhh. imissajbball.imissajbball.imissajbball.imissajbball.imissajbball.
this week hasnt been good. monday, felt like shit for aikido. was contemplating on quitting. but okay. i cant be like that all the time. it's the same feeling as for basketball last year. incompetence. sigh. today, i feel like a piece of useless shit. all the basketball memories came back. both good and bad. i havent totally accepted the fact how our team performed during a div. i know its done and i should forget about it. but it hurts me like shit still. it was just like yesterday. =/. and all the uni shit comes in. sigh. oh LOrd, have mercy on me =(. for only You, can take the pain away.. and people around me, those whom i am close to and those whom are not, feels sad. and, when they do.. i do too. sighhhh.
7:33 PMits a love-hate thing now. sigh. perhaps my self expectation on this area is too high. i feel incompetent.
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