i guess every thing is fine now. we are still friends right? =) yeah. guys, thanks for those who adviced me and helped me and stuff yeah. appreciated those. any way. you guys had a point. the points which you made about me. and, im trying to make stuff more interesting now. hope you wont find me that boring now. still in the mist of thinking about stuff you guys mentioned. thanks for the good times you gave me and helped me through. any way, so havent been updating these days. rather busy with drama for our school's 95th aniversary. now that all is over, im free. so stayed back in school on thursday and friday for full dressed rehersal. drama unites =). well done. we did a great job. applause for all of us. so yeah. all the effort we put in wasnt of waste. the united us. but, have to thank ms ow too. for letting us have the chance to perform. thank you esther too. for guiding us. lastly, thanks ms tan, our principal for letting us perform too. the few days we spend together. united we are. monday is our last performance together. we have been good, and lets all continue being good too. although we have rehersed so many times till we can practically memorise the whole script, but, still jai you for the last one =) so, really enjoyed asesthetics. made quite a number of friends. yup. so. thats all. for now. life has been a bore these days. God bless any way.
6:43 PM
so yeah. havent posted for more than a week. many things have been happening. and i have been thinking alot this holiday too. real lot. and im sick and tired of my life. 5 major downfalls this year. first, study. second, friendship. third, family. fourth interest ( piano and art). fifth, health. it seems like every thing goes wrong this year. my studies have not been good, failing subjects occasionally. i am having something like a dysfunctional family. i have failed grade 7 piano exam. lost two art competitions this year. have been falling sick rather often. lastly, unable to sustain good friendships. im always the one falling out with others. just me and me alone. the problem lies with me. not you, not her, but me. this time, i have committed a mistake too big enough to be ignored. i dont blame them. but just myself. i thought of every bad thing i have done through the year. listed sufficiently enough to be hated. and i realised, every problem lies with me. i gotta change my ways of doing things. and i really hope people around me will forgive me, change me, help me. i need friends to forgive me for my wrong doings. help me to change me into a better person. friends, from all over. but most importantly, God. yes, God. i cry out to Him, enter His kingdom, pray to Him on tuesday. and i realised, how important God is. a place for me to enter when i am down. im disappointed. not with them, but simply with myself. i thought i go get along with others well, but i didnt know that on the other hand, while trying to say things or do things, i hurt others too. i know that i have many misdeeds. these misdeeds leads to my downfall. i have to learn, learn how to change my attitude. learn how to get along with others well. its all about learning. will your give me time to learn? its just this last term. and i will try my best to put in the utmost effort to learn. i want to salvage the friendship. i dont want it to be wasted. will your allow me to do so? your have helped me through so much pain, joy, laughter and every thing. the group which i can share my feelings and thoughts with. the group which i can be my true self. the group which i can be open. the group that i never wanted to part with. the group that gave me the most support. over a short period of time, it was you guys, who took care of me. short it maybe, but it have left a real great impression. i dont want to part. i want us to be like last time. give me a last chance. just this once. once will do. please.
*thanks to those who reassured me.
*hallelujah, thanks be to God.
* thanks to those who helped me.
God bless.
just once. forgive me.
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