im spending money more than i every have in my whole life.. life's been good, yet bad simultaneously. good cause i no longer need to burry my head in my books, allowing myself to get a taste of life apart from studying and upgrading myself in various ways. i get to learn things i want to ( maybe not all) - drums, aikido, piano, driving ( soon), art and golf. it seems not much, but to others, it seems alot. thankful to my parents who are paying for my lessons because it goes up to about 500 a month. but the bad part is that i'm unable to find a job which my parents allow and that would be educational and beneficial to me. i watch sub-standard and uselss drama all day or go out with friends to spend. not that i'm in utter dired state that i have to help add on to the family income, but i feel im spending unnecessarily especially since i do not even give my parents anything. so i really hope i am able to find a job in the area of early childhood education even if i may be paid little.
parting makes me feel sad. one after another.. people who are close and dear to me leaves.. this year's bad.. next year would be worst.. i knew they'd soon go. i had a choice to pull myself back. but again and again, i didn't. it's gonna get worst especially since two people im close to are going to leave.
sigh. i rather travel this year than next year.. travelling out of no where next year. but then again, i should be glad i'm able to even travel with my family. able to travel to places beyong thailand, hong kong and malaysia. ah well. okay. im happy and gald and thankful..
someone, tell me what to do with my life..
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