damn proud of my girls.
came in second for inter-cca race, behind tracks.
what made me so proud of them is,
all the 6j2s are injured, and yet we are still training, still running, not complaining about how injured we are.
in fact, we are training every single weekday, whether there is training or not.
meeting each other in the morning,studying together before training, having breakfast together made my sk!!
how sweet is that? =D
talking about them makes me smile.
if only basketball camp could go on forever, and ever, where all we did was to basketball, eat and sleep. how beautiful will that be. ah well.
hope we'll still stay as close after seasons are over.
had the last committee gathering today at jyds' place with steamboat.
enjoyed playing with cheryl and rachel and they're sick =(
poor thing.
ah well.
all the best for the new committee and hope they'd be able to bring anshao to even greater heights! jiayou!! =D
damn my ankle.
this is the once a while, where i felt like swearing.
and instead, i just cried, sprawling on the ground. " oh God, help me."
double sprain in two days.
and being the ever so persistent and strong person i always am,
this time, i really cant train.
it was so painful till i slammed the ground so many times like some WWE wrestler.
guess i have to guai guai sit down and watch tomorrow's friendly.
though my heart would probably wrench, i'll rather recover for A div.
sigh.
pray.. for me..
for my teachers love me so.
miss ma gives me endless amount of consultations despite being so so tired after every tutorial. yet, she never ever did once told me she's tired nor has she ever rejected me. putting up with all my failures in spite of all the extra hard work she has put in, still seeing me, never giving up on a seemingly hopeless student. squeezing out time just to see me with an already jam packed schedule and offering to teach me once a week. fitting into my schedule and withstanding my rejects when offered to me. i cant find any other teacher, who has never given up on me upon having nothing in return, except failing and failing. and still encouraging me and advising me after every consultation, reassuring that i'll be fine eventually. wonderful teacher in deed. i'll miss her so so much. no amount of words can ever describe how thankful i am to her.
miss kat sent me a msg i would never have expected, telling me to study during the holidays. not only that, she wants me to make it a point to start revision. she even told me that she understands how busy i am, but at least meet a bare minimum of passing ( now i think i failed horribly for econs >< ) she added that i should consult my seniors on how they managed to juggle both cca and studies. it made me feel really encouraged knowing how caring my pd/econs teacher is. and perhaps, yes, i will start econs soon.
mr ong, his words of wisdom, advising me to stay consistent in my work and not lag behind. citing himself as an example where by he was 1 month ahead of his peers despite going for mission trip, achieving and honors. just being a christian already makes me feel comfortable, some how.
i've really realised that my teachers are jewels.
for my friends that love me so.
church friends that pray so much for me in whatever difficulties i face, allowing me to confide in them.
secondary school mates that desperately wants me out during the march holidays despite my busy schedule.
school mates that help me with my work, teaching me, helping me take notes.
basketball seniors that i can go do for advice on how to lead the team.
random people who bothers offering to teach me, study with me, eating with me or merely just dropping me a msg to see how i am.
for the three in one that loves me so.
i'm not ashamed.
with people down,
with morale low,
with tears filled eyes,
with stress that crushes,
with mixed feelings,
with tiredness,
with stupid mistakes,
with scolds and yells
what keeps us going is
one heart that beats,
one goal in mind,
one aim to work with,
one body to run,
one mind that perseveres,
one team and that's all we need
all i want to say is :
be strong girls. 别灰心， 一起奋斗 ♥
in circumstances like today, i felt so so lost.
A levels results today.. was super happy for some, especially mel, but at the same disappointed in some. any way, was so so happy for mel that she was one of the top in cohort. seeing at how well she did, i really thank God for this sister in christ. not only can she play basketball well, study well, but most importantly serve God. being a leader in church, playing for worship and so many more. she isn't selfish, bothering to teach me when she had prelims and i had promos. listen to me, encourage me and advice me. she's like totally my role model in so many aspects. she's one of the few whom motivates me and encourages me without needing to do anything. really wonderful girl.
i still refuse to accept that she's resigning =(..
starting to lag behind school..
fixtures for a div is out.. kind of worried though think i should be happy.
inner peace. =)
11:23 PM
suddenly, i feel very tired of life. i'm happy, no doubt. but now, i feel like my life is like a routine. i dont even have any time for myself, nor studies, nor God. i've been reaching home at 10 like the past few days and the subsequent days. i'm so tired. i miss my home so much now. this week made it even worse cause of addition stuff like j1/2 bonding and cca leaders meeting with principal that sucked up all my only free time of the week. wednesdays are the essential rest time i get from the hectic and horrible week cause i've no training and lesson ends early. and this week, it's gone.i've two more training days i need to last. and i'm tired when i havent even surpass the first half of the week. i.n.e.e.d.m.y.r.e.s.t. what made it even worse is that nationals for basketball is pushed back, 7 weeks from now. i wonder how i can even last in that 7 weeks when i'm already half dead. being the captain, i know the whole team depends on me to keep the spirit, the morale up high. and thats the only reason why i haven't collapsed. i cant keep falling down, rolling over and picking up myself like how i did( physically). if only that was mentally so as to keep pushing me. if only next week was holidays.. just give me 5 hours for myself, and is all i demand. thankfully, the three amazing guys keep me laughing in school, making school more interesting and bearable for me with all their rubbish. i wonder how mundane school would be like without them. their stupid and dirty jokes and actions really brightens my day everyday. they accept the nonsensical part of me, whereby i can totally be myself. but.. i miss having a guy to lean on at times.
when everyone is down in the shit..
i have..
God, my shelter, my comfort, my refuge.
in You i put my hope.
hold on to me Lord, for i need You.
oh please Lord.
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