I. feel. so dejected. so purposeless. so jaded. so down. so lifeless. so tired. so sick.
I am starting to dislike JC.
everything doesnt go the way it should be.
basketball training clashes with aikido.
school activities clashes with piano.
school activities clashes with church.
how long more can i last..?
deep inside me.. i am regretting like crazy.
when will my smile be real..?
hm, here's your post ade! sorry for the super late post though. the march holidays has just started and i had a 3 days 2 night basketball camp in school. camp was alright. if you are wondering what we do, we basically eat, sleep and train. nothing else. well, my basketball skills still suck alot. we shoot at least 1 thousand balls each day, ending us up with loads of muscle ache. and. on the second day, we did warm ups like 8 times in total. on the third day, i became a casualty causing person, injuring two in 1 quarter. thank you bball girls for making the camp so FUN! xD LOL. any way. im super duper dead for march holidays. monday, aikido, tuesday, thursday, friday basketball, wednesday physics challenge, thursday piano and saturday ubin. WHICH DAY AM I FREE TO STUDY?!?!??! tests are all coming up after the march holidays. i am not even catching up with my studies and yet I HAVE NO TIME TO STUDY. all the best to me. and. i have alot of books waiting for me to read!!!! sheeesh. i dislike the life i am leading now. i love whatever i am doing. but.. i have no time to study. i feel as though i need tuition. cause i am lagging behind by alot. yet.. i am afraid tuition would be a waste of money and WHERE am i to slot in time for tuition with my busy schedule?!?! sigh. =(.
two of my friend's grand father passed away ON THE SAME NIGHT. sorry i couldnt attend any of the wake because i was away for camp.
to them: hope you're still alright. i'll be there no matter what happens kay?
the end.
a tiny winy bit of jealousy, no doubt.
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