i dont see why people want to suffer or go on diet and mistreat the body for no good reason. our body is God'd temple. we shouldnt treat it like that.
weekend was splendid. went for cell group outing with cg to east coast park. biked for 4 hours. followed by aston and ben and jerry's with the scholars. enjoyed myself thoroughly laughing and joking around with them. sunday had church followed by going to uncle's place. finally saw the old folks and cousins + nephew/ niece that i missed terribly. f1-ed there and ate super good food. yumyum.
weekend passed greatly but monday just doesnt seem to go my way. results were better than mid years, but horrible still. ah well. thank God for that little bit of improvement still.
sore.
about friends leaving singapore.
about not being able to see them off.
about results.
about friends being attached.
about friends.
about missing events.
about a's.
about basketball.
about achievements.
about things.
just about things.
i dont know what. just sudden flood of emotions.
sigh..
im really thankful to be invited to occasions like birthday parties, bbqs, family gathering, musicals or whatever. but often, i weigh the cost and the benefits before making the decision whether or not to go for an event. if you're talking about events for pleasure, it is clearly not the time to go for them. it's not that i dont want to go go for them, but i'm in need for more time to study. i've a's. nevertheless, i understand the heart of those who invite me, and i sincerely grateful to have them. but they do need to understand the situation i am in now. if i'm getting beautiful and awesome results, sure, i'd definitely turn up as long as i can. but sorry, no. telling me to relax is not helping at all. but sure thing, i still love my cousins for hearing me out, encouraging me and always being there for me ( even with or without babies) but i really do need this time. a's come and go only once in a year. birthdays happen annually, bbqs at any time of the year. i know i've been missing from many gatherings recently, but i'll make up for it. i assure you. once i've cross the hurdle, i'll come go more often. for now, please leave me alone.. but, i still do appreciate you guys, every single one of you, blood-related homosapien.
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