shit ass. dont bloody complain to me you have no time and stuff when you give damnit people FFREEE tuition. dont make it seems as though you know EVERYTHING and can teache EVERY THING. i come to you, you complain no free time to do what you want. i dont come to you. you say i dont come to you. what the hell is this. i do well. you tell me, i dont want you to do so well. i dont do well, you give me that face. why didnt you do well. i study, you say, i dont want you to study. i dont study. you tell the whole wide world im not studying, im not doing well. so what on earth do you bloody want? at times, i really dont even know what you want. and all im trying to do now is to please you. get it PLEASE YOU. you come on so hard on me. and now i dont even know to study or not to study. i dont even know to do well or not to do well. can some one please tell me, am i to study or not? i really dont know. i dont know what to do. last year, you complained i played and didnt study. so fine. i study my ass of this year, getting as good grades as i can. and not making use of you. why? cause i had enough of you saying cause of me and bro, you cant do what you want to do. now i let you off. TOTALLY off. and you complain again and give FREE tuition. thats what i detest most. i know you just want to help them. but please SAVE THE DAMNIT house before you even go and do FREE things. yes, you can say im selfish. but look at the house. look at yourself. look at your son, your daughter and your husband. are we like how we used to be in the past? NO. i dont know what on earth this family is going to be. but. PLEASE. LEAVE ME ALONE. i had enough. perhaps i should jsut start failing every thing. and you will go hey, i told you to not study so hard. like whatever. so i really dont know. study or not? do well or not? someone. please help me. i really need some answers. im really really confused. every parents wants their child to do well. but mine? dont need to do so well. when i do well can you like just say good and SHUT YOUR MOUTH the rest of the time? i cant understand you. why can daddy do that and you cant? why?? go carry on being a miser. and die with all your money in your hands.. GO. go give your damnit free tuition. GO. go ahead. i dont mind. i no longer mind. as long as you SHUT YOUR DAMNIT MOUTH. you have a illness, im mentally unwell. GO. im as unwell as you. and you dont realise it. all you know its " oh hoo. im sick, i have alot of illness. im going to die. " but you dont bloody know what you have caused out of saying all these. all the worries i go through. you dont know.
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