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Thursday, August 31, 2006

yo. so im updating again. yeah. hahaha. so tuesday, went to play basketball after meeting deng lao shi as usual. so played till like 6.30pm then go home. hahaha. so yeah. only like three people came la. jon, wj and zk. before that were matching with these beatty sec school guys. they are like complaining we are girls. and were saying how they wish we were guys. whatever lar. they keep accusing us of touching them when we did not. who the hell wants to touch them any way. so first group, match was 7- 0. then second group. match 7- 3. we were like rather tired. and i injured my leg on monday again while marking wx. so tuesday. dunno how. i was walking walking walking down the pavillion to the court, dunno how, i fell and sprain again. this sprain is so damn serious till i was lying on the ground laughing. i didnt know to laugh of to cry. so i just laugh. and ade was like dunno what to do. dont worry lar. so after that. rested my leg for a while. then match with wj and jon. me and cai were subsituting each other. so after that. all match. zk joined and me and cai didnt sub. so we were inviting wj to go play. calling him wei ge. and he was like asking us what does wei ge means. so i had to like explain. and he was like. his handphone is so precious and it will walk away as though his phone has legs. yeah. so i had to like get cai too. so yeah. after match, then we went home. well. match was alright as usual. training close shots now. stay under net. yeah. and i keep knocking into people. then triple crash. ying crash as well. haha. i need to grow taller la. grow more grow more =). any way. after that we all went back. yup. then wednesday, yesterday, cai and ade went to buy tickets. so. cai had something cropped up last minute. so ade came to find me to play basketball at around 4. 30. but only left home at 5pm. and went down only, saw pa. zz. then went to play. met tc so he told us the rest were at the coffee shop. reach church. saw jon coming in. soon. tw joined, eq joined. then the rest came in. yeah. so it was raining cats and dogs. cai joined us too. and well. cai. dont be too afraid kay we are here for you. oh yeah. eq. i sitll owe you a packet of tissue. guys. those who asked me what happened, sorry, rather personal stuff. but thanks for your concern for cai yeah? the rain was real heavy. but we made out way from pavillion to the shelter. then. was giving out tickets there. then wj, zk and eq were taking turns to run and play in the rain. and i was like telling them not to in case they get sick and every thing. then they were like. only eq will get sick. aiya. play in rain not good la. so. in the end, we used random pick for tickets. and. all were together. any way. thanks jon for accompanying cai home =) we ran all the way to the hdb block beside church in the wet weather. the rain was real big. so was drenched. then. i helped jon take his ball home. his ball was like filled with water. cant even dry it when i put it in the air con room. today, when i saw it and touched it, it was still wet. and the newspaper was wet too! any way. yesterday, was wearing two layers la. inside was those sports singlet. and i was still shivering. we all chiong and run all the way. ran to opposite, not jay walking.and was dripping wet. went home, took out outer layer. wah. inside not really wet. haha. then today( thursday). is teacher's day eve. long day. so. went to school and went to return jon's ball which was still wet. so. after that, due to the rain, there was no mass walk. but this stupid excerise. the upper secondary did theirs first. we were sent back to class to do card making. then me, ying , ade and cai all fell asleep soon. then. we slept till it was time to go do the excerise. leg was real swollen today. any way. after the excerise, we went back to class. was told that behind the back door there all ants. so me, ying and ade started killing them with our water bottle. then was time for concert. but we went to change first. concert was rather okay. but well. yeah. first one was nice. heart warming. second last one was NICE too. the guy, has a special way of singing. its just like willian hung. he can get himself famous through what he did. every one clapped and every thing =). hahaha. real entertaining. so after that, came home. change and every thing. reached mrt at about 12. 15 bah. we were late. they were late too. we went in two different ways ( they through central, us main road) but still met almost at the same time. though we went to the block nearby wx to kinda let time pass. wanted to start playing tai di. they came out. so yeah. then after that we were waiting for eq in serangoon mrt station. decided to reset the seats. so reset. but in the end, decided to let all of them sit together la. haha. so suddenly. zk recieved this call from eq. and it made us want to kill him. he was already in plaza sing. we were like. wth. so took mrt there. then watched the movie. movie was devil wears prada. was about designing and every thing. comedy. any way. so i was cold till i wore jacket. yay. adidas jacket again. haha. after the movie, i was still cold. was like shivering. i was the only one with jacket and yet still cold. they guys werent. but me ade and cai were damn cold. so yeah. gathered outside the toilet and decided where to go next. so decided to go to kovan to go bowling. so went to careful to pick up mum's camberry. so yeah. after that made our way to mrt station. and i was blur enough to forget the level where the mrt was. so i went up and down up and down. and as i was the one who was heading them, i brough them all up and down together. so every one were like screaming. hahahaha. then headed for kovan and bowled. had problems with setting. wah. my bowling score suck man. too long didnt play. and i used normal ball. the holes dont fit my finger. so keep stuck. only one strike. zzz. lowest among all. lowest when im supposed to be good cause i have training and coaching. wah lou. sucky. need to go pia le. so after that, went to arcade. i didnt play as usual la. against my principal. at least that is what i think. then decided where to eat. i was votting for hawker centre. final choice was hawker center in the end. ahaha. so after eating, ade, cai and and jack went to play the pasa malam those games. wah. then even they played -.- i didnt once again. they play, i watch. LOL. then was left with 8 people only. wj and eq went back. so, play for like 40 over minutes. then ade and cai wah. keep playing and playing and playing then change for soft toy. lol. i know cute la. wah lou. hahaha. they damn comical. until the rest of us all diao liao. then finally go. ade went to buy dinner for her mum. cai and ade's parents all chasing them except mine. wah. first time. jack is gonna be in trouble for going out till so late. any way. so went back. i was damn blur. forgot which train go where. so wx and jon were like. go le la. so parted with ade, cai and zk. one guy for their side. while me, one girl on my side. so yeah. distance was short. then i followed wx and jon lo. then while on escalator, i look upwards. they look downwards. then they above me. cause i followed ma. so they both look at me. i dunno what to say. damn comical la. then after that, they use the route through central to go back. then they keep turning back. i know la, they are nice, worried i might get caught or something. then wx was asking me which way i want to walk. so i just said any thing. after that he asked if i following them. then i just nodded. it was like silence la. so walk, walk walk, then reach 133 there. then they were asking where i stay. so i pointed. walk half way. then they ask again. so i was like. no need send me home la. then wx was like you sure? then i was like yeah. then they were like forcing me to let them send me home. but i still didnt want la. ask so many times. haha. then in the end, i didnt allow la. so i walked home and reaeched at around 8. 20pm. yeah. then on computer. wah. wx online. then all suddenly so fast online. then yeah every thing. and im here now. hahah. nice day. God bless. getting late =) needa sleep. finally HOLIDAYS ARE HERE~
oh yeah. dont need to ask me the question. for i treat every one the same. regardless of you, my classmate, my friend, my basketball friend, my church friend all the same. except for those close buds, who your know who you are =). dont worry la. for, i dont want to break a friendship. i have put the past down, dont worry. they will just be kept as memories.

11:34 PM

died__

Monday, August 28, 2006

so yeah. im here caused im asked to post and since i agreed to post. well. so lets start from saturday. saturday, there was no art lessons. so left home for tuition at around 3.30 cause me and mum overslept. so 133 came along. and me and kor ran after the bus. i ran across the road very dangerously. the next thing i know, me and kor saw ma outside fu lu shou waiting for us. 147 have came and reached much faster then us. damit. so had tuition and every thing went fine. finally ying yian is there to company me again after two weeks. was the last one to finish writing my composition. and well, the composition was about saturated fats. about how bad saturated fats is and what it can caused us and stuff. in conclusion, too much saturated fats isnt good. yeah. so wrote till about 6pm. pro-ness. always last to write finish. hahaha. cause i write good compositions. seriously, i have been like improving for my chinese. i finally pass my chinese common test after a long long while. yay. and i have been getting A for jiang homework and A1 for compsitions recently. hahaha. then met kor and chi jiang and ma outside. went to have dinner together and i ate fish slice hor fun. i am like so suprise that i cant even finish a plate again. went up to buy walnuts and haha. bought the sour things that i like to eat again. went to ABC shop and got a new pair of slippers since my last one broke. so linger around bugis for a while before heading home. 133 is packed so packed till we had no seats even though we walked one stop up. we usually walk one stop up just to get seats. so went home and yeah yeah yeah. sunday, i went to church followed by youth. i was so taken by that he sat behind me during sermons. i was like wah. so i didnt really turn back. any way. went for youth after that. oh yeah. people are complaining that i am growing thinner and thinner and its not good for me. lol. but i like leh. ahaha. so youth was by revend lau on popular chinese religions. was rather nice and meaningful. so left after that. went home and ate lunch. chicken rice. home made chicken rice is much healthier then outside. so left for this tamil church- my saviour's church. it was held in st magret- st joseph church at dover. left at 1. 30 pm and we reached at around 2. 30. was flooded with a pool of indians. me and ma were one of the only chinese there. and they praise the Lord in a very very extremely different way from us. unlike us, they keep saying hallelujah and praise the Lord. so yeah. was there for the healing rally. was prayed for and yeah. i believe God will heal me, praise the Lord. the healing have started. =) any way. so they were sining tamil songs which was those upbeat kind unlike bethel. was a nice experience. well. i got a few points from the sermons. firstly, humble yourself before the Lord. secondly, ask and you will be given. yup. was rather interesting and easy to comprehend compared to my own church. so it started at 3pm and ended at 6pm. so left and reached home at around 7. 20 pm. was damn tired. studied history last night and realised i havent do my homework at like 11pm. so i went to pia till like 11. 45 pm. so slept after chatting for a while. through the night, i realised i was shivering. i was so cold that i kept covering my self with my blanket. i went to the toilet twice. my whole body was hot. i knew, i was having fever. deciding whether to go to school or not, i decided to go. i didnt tell ma nor pa about me. but simply just the maid. pa had to go for his blood check up so ma went with him.they left at like 7am. only then, i just fell onto the sofa. i pulled myself up to go get medicine- panadol from the box. walking real slowly, i wore my skirt and started preparing to go to school. i didnt know how sick i was then. but i just know im running a fever. my throat was no better. struggling to get to class, i laid down once i reached my desk. cai was there to comfort me, accomapny me to go get my books, keep asking me to go home and yeah. was told that ying had 6 days mc from physical training due to her back. any way. ade came and she too comfort me. i guess i looksed real sick. suprisingly, i didnt vomit at all. i lasted through the whole flag rasing, almost preparing to faint. oh well. so i went back to class. had literature and recieved our report. its like. we just pass by half a mark. sigh. sorry rtn. any way. had pe after that. felt better. was on panadol though. deng lao shi didnt come so could rest for hcl. english i was sleeping through till even ms lim came to question me. i was like. sigh. and she asked cai to take care of me. cai did lar. but i didnt really have the energy to speak. so yeah. then ms lim said something that made me laugh. she said im cute. i was like. HUH??! lol. recess ate chicken rice. ate panadol again. was sleeping thorugh History and suprisingly, ms fu didnt really care. we finish our work le ma. then after that maths came and yay. i get A1 for maths test. i was totally careless, only getting 5 marks for travel graph. luckily, my curve graph pulled me up. thanks mum for teaching me =). so asesthetic was okay. did stupid things. and the teacher asked if im a swimmer. cause she was asking us to breathe in and out and she feel our daphram ( dunno how to spell). so i said used to but now lesser. then had lunch and went for history test. luckily i studied last night if not i wont be able to do so well. yay. think i will pass. but source base was sucky. yeah. almost couldnt finish. any way. after that i went back home. was sick so couldnt go for cca. but. well. i wanted to go see doctor. but all were close. i decided to go play basketball, which caused me to be full of guilty conscience especially after mum talking to me. mum, i know its wrong of me, against my principals and every thing. this is just totally my fault. no others to blame. its just me, me and me. dont pull others into the picture. i do every thing in my own accord. i know i have disappointed you alot alot. i know that you didnt know i would become like this. mum, i know that you are just too devasated by what i do. but mum, can you look at the other side of the picture? the side where i see if from. my studies didnt drop. abit maybe. you say you dont care what i do if my studies are okay. and yet i still can cope with my studies. yes, i know how to differ right from wrong. but again, i do want to have fun at times. you are tying me too tight. too tight till its time i start to rebel. may i ask just one thing from you. although i know you will not grant me. mum, let me play. play till my heart content. i promise you i wont wander astray. i promise you my studies wont suffer. i promise you i do every thing according to principals. i know its careless of me. i know. mum, i know you scold me all for my own good, because you care about me. you want to teach me right and wrong. you want me to grow up knowing what is right and wrong. you want me to be successful in future. this, i all know. im tired. seriously tired. you ask me why am i so exceptionally good, not telling you i have fever and every thing. cause. i do think about you. i asked you for the time pa's appointment was. cause if there was any thing, i will only call you after that time. i went to school. cause i didnt want you to worry. i didnt tell you. cause i think its time for me to rely on myself. i cant keep relying on you. you have done sufficient things for me. its time i take care of myself. i didnt call you although i was seriously sick in school cause i dont want you to rush down from supreme court all the way just to tend to me. i know you have medical checkup. i didnt want to disturb you. thinking that i can go see doctor myself, so you dont need to worry about me. but, the temptation was there. my friends reminded me again and again not to play. but still, i refused. barely three months ago, you slogged for me when i was sick. you did every thing for me, sacrifising your sleep. it hurts me to see you like that. this is why i made the decision. i know you wont read it. but, if you do, i hereby sincerely apologise. i have my limits. any way, thats all for today. i seldom post so often, so yeah. =) God bless. thanks to those who took care of me, asked me to not play, asked how was my leg and every thing. =) thanks.

7:35 PM

died__

Friday, August 25, 2006

kay. so im here to post. lets start from friday. so. friday was TCI birthday. ( happy belated birthday) ahaha. so. had art at first. for 1 hour. then we realise. it was impossible to go over to Lido to take the cake we ordered for ms tan. so. me and ying asked mrs ng for permision and we decided to ask them to send the cake over. and so. at 9am. i was down at the school gate waiting for them to send the cake. i rushed up hoping not to meet ms tan using the stairs at the DnT block. so. the bell rang. the class was rather frantic and chaotic. ying and cai went to like make every thing go at a slower pace while talking to ms tan half way up the stairs. and i guess she knew we were up to something. so me, zi xin, andrea and a few others litted the candle for the cake. the class was hiding at this corner in the class room la. then the candle burned, burned and burned. when ms tan came in, we all started singing the happy birthday song. both languages. and yeah. we asked her to make a wish and blow the candles which were about to finish burning. RTN + jack presented her with two bottles of non- alcoholic drink. so had lessons as usual and yeah. after that. ms tan cut the cake and RTN + jack were serving. so the class left after having the cake. we stayed back and hua quan with ms tan. she drank the most obviously and ying drank the second most. so had a rather fun time. after school, went to play basketball for a while and went home. yup. so saturday was all the same and i was online till like 4am in the morning waking up at 6.30 am on a sunday. sunday went to walk-a-jog at kampong galm CC. the walk was like totally no competition at all. its an insult to my damn running skills and stamina la. its so damn short. change in MP therefore change in route. bleagh. kay. so every thing lasted until like 10? had lucky draw and pa's number won us a multi-cooker. so yup. so after that went to eat lor mee. i dunno why but i cant even finish a damn bowl la. then went home. study. slept abit cause i was totally too tired. then at night, PM lee said about the national day rally. dad appeared on TV like 5 times. kept seeing dad la. so i watched the whole thing in front of the computer chatting with a few people. so yup.. then went to bed at like 11 plus. oh yeah. while having afternoon nap for like 15 minutes. i came down my bed seeing my art competition piece with a damn hole. and i was like wtf. the competition is like at the starting of september. so i was damn pissed off. and i wasnt on good terms with dad. so i couldnt ask him to buy for me a new canvas. so on monday, early morning i apologised to dad and yeah lar. i teared la. its like damn what. i do that every time. oh well. and way, had nothing on after school except cca. so came back and went for cca. cca was carry catcher. its so boring lar. wah lou. i go there give teacher face and mark attendance only. then after that met jon when i was going home from cca. he was on the way to wx house. yup. went home to start on a new piece of art for competition. so tuesday. had nothing on so went to play basketball until around 6pm. actually had chinese sup. but cause i didnt do my homework. ms tan said i could go home. lol. so i was walking half way, met them outside and the rest of the RTN opposite. so we were like shouting and in the end, they came over. then we were discussing about where to go and details with them. then in the end. while walking towards my house, we decided that THEY Should go buy. so in the end, we met them at the mini mart lar. then after that we went to play basketball. then we were talking about the sitting arrangements. and lol. obviously, da shu with ade, and da shu wanted cai to sit with a guy lar. so tw. then im the only girl left. and there fore. they make me sit with wx. wah lou. ( i got nothing to do with him lar. i know he has all the qaulities and everything lar. but, no need to matchmake right? ) then jack wants to sit with tw. so wj wasnt that happy with the arrangement. so we said they will be planning and not us. came home, check the net and the gv web didnt even have the movies for that day. so the next day, we took back the money and decided to go buy. we went to ps and was told that we only can buy tickets in that week. so yeah. they were correct once again. in total we have like 10 people. so if we dont go early to get the tickets, we wont get a full row. so we went to ps. as we had nothing to do, we just sat down there. cai and ying acted as da shu and ade. LOL. dman funny la. i was the photographer for the first two scenes until ade took over. yyup. i left ps at around 4pm. the rest left and went back to church to play basketball. so thursday, went to this NUS educational award thingy. zhonghua won the award of accomplishment. duman high won the gold award. haha. so had like three dances, and three art gallery. we only visited two due to time constrain. could end school at like 12. 50 for me. yay. so. started finally on the template design for the zhonghua alumni association. oh yeah. recess. this DnT teacher scolded me, ying and ade for like talking to the people in the class. wth lo. talk only ma. will not die de. lol. wah. very long havent got scolded le. haha. but any way. so. was damn tired on the way home from NUS. reached home at around 5.30 pm. at night was like very very tired lar. will be taking history test on monday. oh yeah. in the morning had home econs practical test. me and ying did on mee sua. just passed. haha. we enjoyed our self alot la. so didnt really care about the results but we were contented. andrea burnt herself and fainted after that. so me, ying, ade and clara were helping her and send her off. so finally today. had tea appreciation. was rather fun. ahah. ate moon cakes and cha ye egg there. was very interesting. but well, ying injured her butt by sitting down on a plastic thing. her tail bone was injured. could see she was suffering. so. had great fun there lar. the came back at around 4. 45. then photo taking and every thing. until about 5pm. so after that we went back to class and wen xun said he wanted to play basketball. it was like THEY were leaving when we went. hahah. after that, as court was full. we went to church. wx called and we asked them to go over. and well, da shu, jon and wk came with timoty er ( kor's friend and my friend's brother) and another guy. so let them play while we played tai di. then after that. da shu and the unknown guy matched with wen xun and jack. and got thrashed. kao. could see da shu's smile lar. zz. after that we just played and played dunno what. and cai went to play 3 pointer with wx. then cai won. and she made a request. for me to sit with wx during the movie. and i was like WHAT?! okay lo. suay bian. then we played match after the band members left + tw for av. then played 5 on 3 with wj, wx and wk. it was a nice game lar. and wj wanted to do the stupid thing to me again. he moves the ball and i try to defend him la. wahhh. hahah. then after that. left at around 6. 30 we were like talking about who is this guy cai and wx knows la. wahlou. then cause jack taking taxi, me and wx was like asking him to send us home when our house is so damn near. then so we went to 7- 11 and after that, jack and ade left to take a cab. me and cai went over to pei ying. and the three seniors just sat downstairs the bus stop there doing nothing. lame right? okay lar. then pei ying until the bus came. went back and samantha walked me home. so thats all. i update le lar. lol. God bless all. =))

7:59 PM

died__

Thursday, August 17, 2006

yo. kayy im here to post again since every one is chasing me. so lets see. last wednesday to friday, as usual, played basketball. friday, was ying birthday. so, i went to play basketball, then in church, there was this black car which was in the way. but its a church. if they are a church member, they have more rights then us. so we went walking up and down, up and down from CC to church. and somehow, while walking in church, i sprained my ankle. i fell twice in 4 days by just walking. wonderful isnt it? ended up outside school. then i went home to put down my bag and take my ball while others were there. went home. saw maid's friend. didnt want to tell mum. but she heard. so wasted 10 minutes of my time. and i was like rushing lar. so after that, we finally all went to church to play. before we went to church, deng lao shi came walking past. and we were all like stunned. any way, after that, went to play. finally. after a very very very long time, the black car moved away. i was like jumping for joy and decided to get a match. i left at around 5. 30. went home to bathe and buy dinner for kor. reached back at like 6. left there at around 6.30 to go to ying's house. went to celebrate her birthday and play with bobbie. anthia and samantha( 2e6) went along with me and cai. so i was walking around with my bandaged right foot. had PIZZA for dinner yay. =) then, had ice cream cake. left at around 9. 30 and yup. came home. saturday went to see chinese physician again. then started my UOB art competition. yup. so sunday, went to church and every thing. came home and studied. yeah. studied kay. and i realised, my foot was damn swollen lar. was like eh oh. then. monday was as usual. went to play basketball before i went for art club. so after that. went for the course. was boring lar. can fall asleep. lol. then went back to play basketball. then went home rather late. i keep playing with my injured foot lar. so it doesnt heal. still swollen now though. so went home. study for science like siao. tuesday, had science test. then after that went to see deng lao shi. talked for 1 hour in the sick bay. and .. i teared yeah. so ade and cai went to cut hair since jack had innowits, ying and npcc and i had to go see teacher. and THEY( rtn will know lar) were all cutting hair too. so they went to cut. i went to talk. oh yah. my group got the highest for lit play. and ours will be flimed YAY. hahaha. so. talked until around 5. 00. on the way, saw cai msg. went home, put down my bag and raced to school to get wj's shirt. so went home, washed it. yeah yeah. then wednesday, i guai nia. come home at 2.30 went to throw a few balls then came home. and guessed what, i got scolded when i got home. ( to the-one-who-adviced me. its not im not giving in here. but when i go home early, i get scolded. when i go home late, i get scolded too. so why not just go home later and dont get scolded for that long hours? ) ying and ade were caught by our english teacher for copying my maths homework. and sorry guys, i had to give your the demirit. had basketball for pe and i made this shot, real nice. then saw the group outside foyer. me and ying went to ask if they were playing. any way, went home ate lunch, did homeworkand after that, went to cut hair. V shaped it and thin it. every one cant tell i cut lar. never mind. went to church to play basketball for 30 minutes and matched with them. went home and bathed and yeah. studied. so at night, started crapping again. cai called me and i remembered, i had to do HE report, Ne messages slides and English albert einstien. so i did until 11 pm while crapping. today, had lessons as usual. i forgot to bring my file lar. so i didnt bring any paper. and i was like. omg. okay. started with getting scolded. and wth lar. you want to scold us for not doing Ne slides, you come and be us. you give us attitude. scold us with all those words you tell us not to use. and expect us to not use those words. and feng rong saved our class. explained every thing and yeah. so He, teacher didnt come. i failed my HE lar. wth again. so, me and cai were slacking lar. then mrs ng ask me go help her give out consent forms to other classes. so i went. then went around walking and blah blah. then was recess. so ate and saw THEm coming again. ade chased after them lar. haha. to reurn money. then asked if they played. so in the end. i guess all went home. so after school, had chinese. so i reached there at around 3. 45. and i only saw jon and wah lar. i didnt even see zk -.- cause the court had other kids. hahaha. sorry lar ( if you read this) its not you look like those young kids lar. but cause. you not in school uniform. so i didnt see. so after a very very very long time, i finally realised that it was zk. so i was asking ade. whose that. then okay lar. it was him lol. so after that. we matched. then cai and ying left after buying drinks. when we came back. there was this red sleeveless guy. then again, i didnt realised it was zk lar. lol. so they were saying, and i was like huh? finally then realised.. had two matches after that. oh yah. before that. i was telling jon about ADE's past. yeah. hahaha. and i got wacked by water bottle, chased after. but due to injured leg, my leg was aching lar. so cant really run that fast. hahaha. so had two matches. both my group lost lar. cause i was slacking. tired hor. then second time, zk wanted me to throw lar. and i throwed can. and got in lar -.- we were like wah lou. so damn thrashed. ok lar. i know cause i slack thats why. lol. then finally, it ended. lol. so was sitted at the shed, started crapping about taxi fare. LOL. then suddenly wx and wj came in. but left with us. i was crapping about how unhealthy chips was and tapped water lar. so we left at around 6. 20. realised my mum called and msg me. but who cares lar. then. came home and yeah. as usual. need to go study chinese yeah. haha. prelims over for them but we still got test lol. God bless. bye.

6:59 PM

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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

hm. so yup. im here to blog before ade says im lazy. lol. i am though. any way. so friday went to play basketball with ade and cai. ying had npcc. so play till 3 something. had match with 4ts before ade left. then me and cai just sat down there until like 4. went home to sleep. went to find cai for dinner and headed to school. when to the court in school and saw 4ts playing. met ying too. so we decided to go for a match. and the score was 7- 2. we lost miserably. but. nice match. it proves that ade is important. so the talk last for only 30 minutes. my mum came and missed all. talked to ms tan. yeah. then my mum went to the clinic to see her finger. cause i faught with her on thursday. dad gave me a kicked which injured my ribcage and hip bone. but, i kicked him back. and my mum was stupid enough to use her hands to blocked which caused the broken finger. so. saturday. i went for art lessons and tuition. every thing was alright. ma went to A and E to check her finger. bleagh. then me and kor had dinner ourselves and came back. sunday was my art competition. i lost. there were alot of competitors. i didnt think those winning pieces were nice. even my teacher agreed. mine was nicer i guess. but didnt really bring out the meaning. so yeah. was contented cause i tried my best. went to plaza singapura to eat lunch. went to find ma and pa to eat. then went back. ma told me i didnt win. aaron from school won. yup. then i went home. went for music lessons after eating kor's cake. music lessons was fun. at night, chiong homework. so after that. monday, i went to school. every thing was alright and yeah. so after that. had cca. but i went to play basketball. then after matching. i went back for cca at 5. finish an art, debrief. met ying and went back to play till near 7. then went home to play piano like shit. hands were tired. so after that, today. went for piano exam. every thing was screwed up. i was like. dammit. failed. could tell. so gonna retake in febuarary. guys, sorry for those who i disappointed your yeah? especially those who wished me good luck and telling me to jia you and i can do it. but, lastly, i would like to apologise to my mum for putting in so much effort and cash to give me the financial help. sorry mum, i know it was my fault not practising. thanks for the chance you give me again.then went to find ade, cai, ying and jack in junction 8. they were like eating swensense ( how you spell it?) rich kids. haha. then went to ying house to play with the dog. on the way, i was too busy laughing till i tripped and flew and fell. knees hurt. oh yah. and my precious adidas bottle dropped. boo. haha. ying's dog is CUTE plus COOL plus OBEDIANT. shes super nice to play with. went to play table tennis after that. i suck compared to last time. sigh. haha. then went up to play with the dog again. watched tv and i was like bu she de move away lar. then went to arcarde. have to leave bobby. booo. she was like barking. aww. arcade i played abit. i suck at them lar. thjen left at 5.30. and here blogging. yup. that is all. im free. except for one competition. i have to start doing that and start piano again. God bless.

6:32 PM

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

yo. firstly, i would like to thank the RTN for accompanying me today. yup. a special day which only happens once in a year. my birthday. thanks for your company. thank you for all those presents and wishes too, may it be early in the morning at 1am. hahaha. thanks guys. but, for my birthday this year, i have one word. - f**k. thats all. well. the cake is like for ME lar. cut it all you want. eat less is better than eat more. so fattening. aiyo. eat lar. eat lar. hahah. ass. dont want to let her spoil my day. its mine =). any way. havent been blogging this days. so yesterday had extra music lessons again. 3 over hours. played till like 5 then went home. and that ass still says i dont come home. go engage a spy for all i care. then tuesday went for music lessons. got thrown out. went to play basketball with the rest after that. basketball makes me happy =). unreasonable people have alot. of course i know. if you dont want me to stay out. can. givem e the respect i need at home. i dont get that. why the hell stay at home? i have the freedom i ought to have. tying me is no use. its MY birthday. not YOURS. the cake is MINE. goddammn. nevermind. sheesh. assed up person. bi*ch. fu*k dad for all i care. every single year is the same. i feel as though my birthday is only when i am not at home. and not when i am at home. one day or freedom is not even allowed. what the hell is that? piano exam. i didnt want to learn piano. it was YOU who wanted me and kor to learn. and now, you slap yourself. not my fault nor kor's fault. corrupted parents give corrupted children.
so RTN. its just left with me, ade, ying and cai. yup. guys, its us. dotn bother about the rest kay. im not in a good mood to post any longer. thanks guys once again. thoughts =) God bless

8:18 PM

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