my basketball career has come to a standstill. dont know if i should be happy or sad. happy cause i can study now. sad cause now is the time when we girls are the closest and yet we are separating and we wont have training together any more. sigh. being a captain, has really molded me and allowed me to grow alot. it's the hardest leadership position i have taken up so far in my life, as a class monitor, as a cca head or even as a leader in church. but this role, has stretched me so much, so much. dealing with the team as a friend, as a player and as a captain, isn't one bit easy. especially since i wasn't given a vice. when problems arose, when the team was down, when we had arguments or disagreements, made me learn how to handle things, handle a group of 12 with different thinking, liking, preference. i had to learn how to be fair, not judgemental, sensitive, caring, as well as how to deal with things. it pushed me to be better, pushed me to be stronger, pushed me to the maximum, cause i had to lead. being a captain, really made me grow. and i attribute this to my team who supported me majority of the times, respected me and taught me too. in addition, my seniors, whom i'm always running to whenever i face problems. ( hope they aren't sick of my complains..) and, mr lim, who allowed me to take up this role. last but not least, God, who watched me, guided me, led me through, with His words..
ajbball <3
JIAYOU! =D
we lost with grace.
we played well.
applause to them. =)
proud of them.
love the spirit.
WHOOOHOO! =D
my girls just made my day!!! thanks man. i never knew i actually did my job as a captain. WHOO. WE WILL DO OUR BEST YEAH?!?!?! =DD team dinner with 11/12 people today. best record.
10:34 PM
its okay girls,
2 more matches.
we can do it..
thank God for pw.
sometimes, people put me down. but sometimes, people keep me going. just yesterday, someone said " congrats, you're on your way to a full 90 points and a scholarship." but then, another person said " i dont think you'll do well for a's. cause you're not hardworking enough. after extrapolating a graph, i dont think you'll get your Aces." and both of them, makes me want to study damn hard now, engage a whole group of tutors and just make sure i get my dammn aces. i'll do it. i know i can. for there is nothing impossible with God.
but sorry mummy, burning a hole in your pocket.
it somehow seems like im always putting things off to later.
i've somehow slowed down in studying.. having the mentality that im having a div and should concentrate on basketball now. my saturday and sunday afternoon's burned up and i'm only left with tonight to do ALL the work. wonderful. kind of losing my determination and motivation to study despite setting my goals and aims recently. all i ever think of is wanting tuition. but i know i cant tuition all subjects. gotta drop that thought soon and start working hard myself. i'm so going to work hard from may onwards. ah well. i sure do need to do some catching up and studying. been totally lost and teachers are bugging me.
9 more days girls.
give it our all.
<3.
you make me =DDDDD all over again.
like any typical sunday night, i'm rushing my homework..
16 more days.
sometimes, i feel that,
my mum isn't understanding at all.
though Good friday may be a public holiday,
but teachers DO NOT understand that.
and, christians do need to go to church.
it's not meant to be a holiday, but it is because of the respect for christians who commemorate this day. so, its NOT a freaking holiday for me.
the amount of work they give us, is sufficient to engulf me.
and yet, mum still wants me to go for her church service.
and, lunch after that, which takes up ALOT of time because they always end up chit chatting, something i would regard as a total waste of time.
i can hardly breathe, and the change in basketball schedule has messed up my consultation slots, piano stuff and more.
i'm sufficiently pressured and stressed so please stop adding on to it.
i think im going MAD MAD MAD
thankfully i have understanding and supporting friends like sam and my whole team. phew.
18 more days to first match.
GO GIRLS GO!!! GO GIRLS GOGOGOGOGOGOGOOGOG!!!!
please DRINK MORE WATER and dont fall sick!!!
each and every one of you is needed in the team.
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