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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

yo.
school reopen liao. siianz larhh. then my chi teacher keep callin me, jolene, clara and andrea to answer the questions lor. n todae i was dreaming durin lessons. then she asked me to answer but then i duno lar. after that grp discussion, me, jo, clara n andrea we together. then cos we finish wat we are suppose to copy liao then we started talkin. then she go n call us. then summore come to our table to see us. wah piang lar. i wanna tok cannot mehh.. its nort wrong to tok..she wasnt even teachin. wah lao ehh. i dislike my chi teacher. my geog teacher ish a wierdo.. sho damn wierd. like teachin us maths like tat. she went 10/40 + 15/40+ 13/40 = 38/40. like we dunno lidat.. haha. ani wae. i needa get ready for music lessons liao.. bye.. take care and god bless.

6:42 AM

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Monday, June 27, 2005

yo. jus came bac nort long from Ben's n anna chalet.. had kinda great fun there. yup.. lemme say abt todae.. first. went to hcurch at 8. found there was NO one at all.. except GB n BB. yeas. sho walked around. soon charmaine n sis came. then started tokin to charmaine. then found out that we actually haven even fold the bulletin that we are suppose to fold.. then fold fold fold while ppl start to stream in. then after awhile more n more ppl. finished foldin. okayy. after tat uncle beary briefied us on the offerin tingy.. sho we listened. went into the sanctuary. then found there was gonna be no space. that time they said vincent chan name. dunno wat enrolled n stuff. okayy lor.. listen while findin a space to sit.. sat with li nah.. soon after sermons. offertory time. gosh. i was kinda incharged. i mean had to do offerings.. yea. then went to the BB side lor. then after tat joseph asked. u are ursher mehh. yea. for tat dae..=) vincent was there. beside de beside him.. yupp. after tat was a hyms.. zane, al sang solo.. nice lehh. lol. after tat went to the canteen. discussed abt goin for chalet. yup. me, rachael and wan lin had to pull dora there.. haha. soon we took charmaine's car there. reached quite fast lehh. the other car gort stuck.. hehe.. lucky us.. after tat we all went to the beach.. yeas. without dora. she was with anna. then soon the other youths came. then quite fast. we went back to the chalet to eat. lucnh was crowded around there. erm. gurls tok.. hehehe.. after tat we went bac to the beach again. every one tis time. then wanlin injured her leg. we went bac to the chalet.. after tat. we din go bac down. but then they came up nort long.. see dunno hu play PS2. then after tat was quite late liao. but. then we stil din go home. played some farni game. then we wanted to go home. but zane said 20 mins. lol. 1 hour larr kays... nort 20.. they went to the playground. then took more then longer to come bac. after tat we wanted to wait for them. but wanlin had to go bac n joel and al was goin bac. sho we went also. folowed joel. took 29 to tampines. then took 22 to upper serangoon. n then 153 to main road bus stop. then went home liao.. quite late liao. had fruit porriage for dinner. sucks. lol. ani wae thats all. bye for now. school startin tmr. SHIT.. god bless n take care all.

11:31 AM

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Sunday, June 26, 2005

yo. my mum ish jus here kinda beside me blastin her "nice" voice at me n my brother. no one agitated her except for my dad on jus goin to the market. y the hell mus she vent her anger on us, we innocent peeps? she has nort enough rest then go rest, wat for make a nuisance of herself? i gave her time to slp. n instead, she din slp, but i did. well. wat can we sae? she doesnt wan to slp but instead shoutin at the top of her voice, scoldin the maid for no damn reason..wtf man. to have a mum like her ish well, shitter... suck her.. okay. enough of that. went out with 5c ppl on last wed,madeline, anthia,nicholas,zuo ying n charmaine yap. had a great fun except for ppl pullin black faces every where we go. we went from bugis to PS. me, madeline and char went our own waes while the other three went their own. yup.. i had greated fun then we all six together altho usually the more the merrier but nort for that case with some one stuck ear phones {nort char} n give the neo for us to handle.we take our own sweet time wat the bullshit can u do? i noe thati m insultin u but well, i wanna rite can? i had muc greater joy with madeline n char n we din regret takin neos together. i never take with madeline before, other then nicholas. the rest i took before. especially charmaine yap.. most of my neos have her face in it.. haha... then madeline had to rush off for sax lessons. but in the end, it was postpone.. wahahaha.. lol.. tmr, will be goin to church early for that ursherin thingy. dunno wat to wear. if wear to usual, uncle SK might scold. decided to wear jeans again. HECK LARR. who ask him choose me as ursher??? lol.. i tink vincent will be there wil update again tmr, most probably... gtg to eat my lunch n set off for art lessons cos my dad went to malaysia to play golf. sho, my mum has to accomapny me for art lessons. bye. take care and god bless.

3:12 AM

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Monday, June 20, 2005

yo. damn slpy. slept at 1.30 yesterdae. then woke up at 7.30.yup. then went to bathe came out called ks to wake up n as usual went on the phone fer a while. went to eat breakfast, laid around on parents bed and off to the phone again at 8 til 8.25. tats my mornin. parents werent around. freedom. yesh.. if my parents can dun care abt me tat muc jiu hao le lor. ani wae after tokin on the phone fer quite some time, me n the other party as wel as my bro had to go to church. then went upstairs sat with wanlin. the service was on fathering and stuff. my parents shld jus go for the service. they are gettin stricter and stricter with me usin the phone and my mum had to listen to every single word i sae and dad cuttin off the line yesterdae when i jus started tokin on the phone fer abt 5 secs? yea. sorry. line gort cutted off. sho. couldnt continue tokin on the phone. fcuk them larr. get lost. u ppl carn control me. i live the life i was to. u maybe my parents and hab to go under authority. but. u carn jus cut of the line and listen to wat i sae. i need some privacy. arghhh. ani wae. after service went to find dora. she din wan to help u and she din wan me to help u pass that little msg. and besides. her parents were sho damn close to her. how m i even suppose to go tok to her? i dun wan to get myself and u and her into trouble. i noe u mayb a bit dissapointed with me. but i jus couldnt. when she was there passin the braclets arnd, i dao her. took it that she wasnt there. i better get wl nort to help as well or she may nort be in gd terms with her like me. ani wae thanx fer offerin me tat.heck lar. life is gettin bad for u and for me. i wanna help u. but. i carn at times with my parents around. dun worry. takin u as a bro onli. i dun like u and i noe u dun like me. but. then too use to tokin wib u on the phone fer long hours and gettin myself into trouble despite my parents. yesterdae very heng. al the times i cal u after tat my mum came out. very very lucky lor. if nort i wil get into deeper trouble. but i noe u arent happy with tat. that carn drag ani longer. i hafa agree with u. thanx charmaine fer the little tingy. but as u noe, i have no use fer it. =)). yup. anaa.. y did u have to sae abt the sec 1s and stuff? i wanna pon lehh. wah piang.. shit larr. have to wear nice nice and stuff. no t-shirts allowed. damnnnn.. shit.. all because next week is a youth week the youth have to get involved. and summore BB is cuming leh. if i tell u hu vincent is. see if u stil ask me to chase him anot. i bet u wil go speechless. ani wae. continue abt the youth week. then some as support singers and some urshers like me. a few musicians. the rest nort doin ani ting. then after tat we wil be goin out to dunno where. we had a discussion abt that. din get wat u were tryin to sae abt e disc. my burner is repaired liao. carn listen then find me again lar. burn again lor. then after discussion actually wnted to go out with ur bt my mum dun allow. can guess her ans.. she always wan me to stardie. like my marks very lan like that lor. my marks stil quite good hor.. nort last in class. yup. tats abt it. hafta go slp cosh rather tired tho u slept less hours then me. =D. all da best in every ting u do and take care every one. god bless u all ppl.
* sorry i din mean to take u as invincible. i m jus tryin to help u. all i sae is true.. forgive me. we are stil friends rite? hope sho.

5:20 AM

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Saturday, June 18, 2005

yo.
i managed to survive the four daes and wel. the phone bill is goin up, up and up due to the overwhelming calls i make. =P.guess that the church camp is over and i did miss quite a bit. wel. regardin the big commotion furin church came, we have no choice. they faces these probs. we carn do ani ting except maybe to help one of them. tats the ting abt relationship. nort wantin to cover more on that or else ppl might think i m a gossiper. youths hu went for the camp was depressed enough and even me, i din go, noe abt it. do i guess the situation is real bad. i was rather disappointed with wat happened as well. i din expect stuff to turn out that wae. i tot they would jus sit stil and tok to each other peacefully without shoutin and stuff. i was rather shocked when boy Z called me right after they returned from the trip. i din expect he wil cal me tat soon also. ani wae. friends is always better off then gettin into a relationship. take anthia for an example. her last stead was with zhiming and wel. now she treats him like an enemy ever since they broke up. so nort sayin that relationship isnt good. but then it is good onli durin the time of the relationship and nort after. usually ppl would nort even wan to see the other party and if they are in the same church or school or watever it is worse as they wil see each other so often until they bu hao yi si. sho before u even get into a relationship tink abt it. the person u stead with might have hurt u so damn muc that u dun even wan to go into another relationship. sho think hard first. the outcome may be good or bad. choose a good guy or gurl. and try nort to make the other party upset when the other party loves you sho muc. this entry is jus to touch on friends are better off then steads after all. god bless every one out there take care and god bless. oh ya. i will be sittin upstairs with u ppl on tis sundae.{ tu my church friends}

4:47 AM

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

sighh. guess i will be missin great fun durin the church camp that mum never or more like seldom lets me go to except for those youth retreat and stuff. jus my luck to have a mum tat doesnt allow me to go. wonder y.. it starts todae and ends on wed. so many ppl are goin and all the gals except me and alison isnt goin. i wonder wat will happen there and i get jus left out. its not i dun wanna go is jus that i cant go. and sorry to those ppl hu bothered to make and effort to ask me to go. but i din. the four daes is gonna be HELL! for some personal reason i shall nort sae y. drop me a call to tok to me if u friends are feelin bored. cos i wun be jus bored. but other feelings that i dunno how to sae. i wonder how m i gonna live the 4 daes without goin out, thinkin of the usual tings i do. sobb... oh yea. damn stupid burner down. i got jus no idea y it is when it still was workin sp perfectly on fridae and suddenly on fridae cannot burn. HELP!!!! ani wae take care every one and happy journey there and back and have fun durin the camp-> to all campers.

4:21 AM

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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

yo... really damn siianz lor.... tmr have class gatherin.. but then hor.. i dunno if i m goin or not... cos i got some basic principal of livin course..tis whole week lor.. damn it!!!! somme so long lehh.. wat a school holidae it is.. havin so damn muc homework in front of me and well. goin to school so many daes a week.. gosh! wakin up rather early these daes for my standard.. have been usin the phone quite a lot.. ani wae.. next week is chruch camp liao.. too bad i m not goin.. sobb... they are gonna have great fun while i m stuck at home. damn shitt.. ma lar.. dun let me go lor.. wah piang ehhh... never mind.. siighhh... went for mr quek concert.. then he go and sabo me!! ask me go up and sit on the chair.. then after tat sing the "cant smile without u" song..waitin for a new fridge to come..cos the old fridge yesterdae no cold air come.. ma din go to work todae.. siianz larrr.. gtg..buaizz.. god bless eveyr one.

6:58 AM

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