they made me so scared now. especially since so many are pinning their hopes on me..
once in a while, i dont know who to turn to. cause it seems no one can help me.
the feeling is so not good. especially since so many on stage are your friends. yes, i still cant put it down.
God will not give you a burden you cannot handle. So, if you find yourself in a mess that is impossible to resolve, Take it as a compliment- God thinks you can do it!
great time with ajbball seniors =D
SCHOOL HOLIDAYYYYYYYYYYY
congrats to my capt and vice capt. i have faith in you two. <3
congrats to you too. proud of you, like usual
lost my appetite recently.. went to mac, stared at the food, didnt want anything. looked at my goodies in my room, ruffled the bags a little, but didnt eat anything in the end. feel nauseous.. no idea what's happening to me.. hope the cross country run and sushi buffet with seniors over the weekend would help.
holidays soon.. and. my neighbour upstairs will be renovating his house from 22 may till 22 june. thanks a billion.
though i wish standing and recieving the medals and trophy would have included us..
i'm still proud of ajbball.
i've been ending school late the past few days. 5 on monday, 515 today followed by wrote essay till 6, 6 tomorrow cause of basketball, 545 on thursday, 415 on friday followed by piano at 5.. what's comforting is meeting my bball seniors tomorrow, zhclique on saturday, mel on monday. oh well.
ain't doing well in school. failed maths despite studying for it. screwed case study up.
their words are so hurtful. but i guess with the good for me in their minds.
sigh. typical sunday.
realised all my guy friends, are either in army, attached, or so distant from me. =/
awake at almost 2 am for the second day in the row. totally screwed up sleeping hours i have. napped for 5 hours in the afternoon.
any way, yesterday( friday) was a great day. aj vs rj, AJ WON! the match was a good fight from both parties. pretty exciting one, making us jump with triumph. they ought to be lauded, seriously. 3 people fouled out with 5 fouls, and our main centre was hit by an rj player, leading him to stitches. gawhhh. hope he can play on wednesday for finals with hc. had a churchie girl heart to heart talk at night at bella's place. pretty good session. perhaps we should have more.
5 more months, that's all i'm left with.
sigh. compared to two years ago, i've somehow lost my motivation and will to study. in fact, i find fooling around, playing, going out and eating more attractive. pray about it for me man. big A's.
think i need to head to the treadmill soon or do some running. been eating alot alot, especially fast food and not exercising for a week. i actually have already put on weight =XX.
kinda can't wait for friday..
bro, it's so good to know you've grown up. i'm happy for you, big bro! loves!
5:47 PM
perhaps the world is coming to an end, with so many floods, earthquakes, terrorist attack and such..
very often, i don't understand what is happening.
very often, i don't understand what people are thinking.
and now, i really don't understand why people are doing what they do. it makes me wonder, why cant people be simple and innocent? maybe just a day of it would help. why are enemies acting as best friends? i have never regretted leaving, because, now i feel much happier and contented with the people around me, the other 6. the 6 who are true and know what friendship is. the 6 who don't bother putting on a facade, feigning. they don't scoff, they don't belittle. what dawned upon me recently is that life is more than but about studies. i don't need straight Aces, i don't need a scholarship. what i need, is to do my best and live a life, not other's, not studies driven life. even if i eventually don't do as well, i clearly and distinctly know that i've trump in life. firstly, i have friends. real ones. secondly, i have nice, good and sweet memories kept right up close to my heart. isn't that more important? perhaps you're just jealous or insecure. and for that, i forgive you. because it's such a pity you dont have any one to confide in. continue being that way dear, and we'll see =). jiayou with mugging!
and. if you can't accept me for who i am, good bye, i'm more than happy..
with my own eyes, i see how studies, arrogance, pride, vicious, insecure people get overthrown in life..
once in a while, i wonder why ain't i a guy. generally, guys are so much more simple..
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