i feel good today =)
THERE IS NOTHING CALLED STRANGERS, BUT ONLY PEOPLE YOU HAVEN'T MET BEFORE.
dad. let me have my choice. im serious this time.
LIFE IS EITHER A DARING ADVENTURE, OR NOTHING.
12:27 AM
i learnt to treasure both my parents through critical illnesses. my dad went through a heart attack, a severe one. and now my mum burst a blood vessel. Perhaps God is teaching us. sunday, usual like every week, we were in the club swimming while mum gymed. everything was fine. till 11: 41. she came out of the gym, giddy. next, she started vomitting. i was still in the pool, whereas daddy was there helping her. immediately, as more and more people gathered, i began to realise, its my mum. she was white. she was cold. she was numbed. i called the ambulance and followed it to tan tock seng. and i realised, whenever the ambulance sounds the sirens, not many drivers would bother to even let the ambulance go past. i was thinking. if their mum was dying. what would they feel? any way. waited outside the emergency department. mum went got xtray and stuff. about 3 hours later, i was told, she needs to be warded in the ICU. dad didnt tell me any thing. i had to ask the doctor. blood vessel burst. i was taken aback. i see my mum laying there. i felt so helpless, and start dropping tears. thankfully, he was there. there for me. telling me things were alright and stuff. and of course. the girls. visitors came flooding in. had to attend to them and stuff. next day was chinese paper 1. pastor came and we prayed. prayed for healing. at 8, they wheeled mama into the operating theatre. 8 hours operation. they opened up the head and did some clipping to the burst blood vessel to prevent blood clot and stuff. mum had a good doctor, John thomas. his forte is in the area we needed him most. decided to leave at about 9 plus. tapaoed dinner and slept. dad went back to the hospital and waited for the operation to be done. none of us at home could sleep. our eye bags were heavy and black. bro had a Bio paper on Monday. Monday Chinese paper 1 was okay. not very prepared though. stayed back in school to get help for chem, Amaths and physics while waiting for the girls. told Mrs Ng , Mr Poh, Ms Tay about it. and Mrs Ngiam and a few others some how knew. and Mrs Ngiam talked to me. and again, i cried. it just came uncontrollably. but after that, i managed to control. i was moody, very moody, very worried. every one could tell. it was just the few minutes i laughed and smiled for the day. rushed over to the hospital after that and looked at mum. she was alright, just filled with plasters. she was on sedation and made unconscious. stayed till quite late. tuesday had amaths and english. amaths was a killer. couldnt really concentrate. studied awhile and went down. mum looked horribly swollen, i was so afraid. i couldnt recognise her one bit. i felt scared. i dunno. than tried to mug abit for physics and history paper. wednesday, i lost 10 marks for physics. and i screwed history up cause i didnt really study. sigh. than went for piano lessons and studied abit before going down again. mum looked much better. but they did another operation for her. a tube was put into her brain to drain out the blood and fluids as her brain kept one swelling. it was a bad sign. in addition, she had a stroke. one of the doctors said her kidney was giving them some problem. so her recovery rate wont be as efficient. they gave her a medicine to stop urinating, however, it ended up she didnt pass out any urine at all. chem was okay and emaths was okay as well. went over early and chiong abit of chinese. mum didnt swell as badly and started to move. they took off the drainage bag! came home and talked to anthia for about an hour.. friday, chinese was alright. was going to doze off though. stayed in school to chiong art till like 5.30. and went over again. mum was much better. stayed till quite late and went home. here i am sitting, gonna go over quite soon.
eoy, i didnt do well. of which, i have to apologise, to teachers who put in the extra effort to help me out of their own free will. Mr Poh, Ms Tay, Mrs Nigam and okay, Ms Tan. sorry, for being a huge disappointment, especially to Mr Poh.
I have to thank every one who asked and prayed for my family and my mum. Bethel, FCBC, Mrs chong, Mr chong and many more.
Special thanks to.
the girls,who were always supporting me, helping me in stuff and accompanying me.
ulric, who msged me and ask how i am and stuff, accompanying me through that lonely day.
Mrs Ng, Mr Poh for your msges, care and love showered upon me.
Ms Tay and Mrs ngiam for your support as well.
" Let us run with endurance the race that is set before us (Hebrews 12:1). "
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