well. yesterday, 2E5 ceased. i cried. almost every one did. we had photo taking. and, for once, a class i cried for. the first one. all of them, thank you. thank you so much. the bonded we made, is not like any other friend. two years, we each have grown. but its time to say bye. to a new environment. and each of your, will never be forgotten. today. went out with dionne, hanyu, belinda, shao han, lecia. went to suntec for lunch at marche. well. dionne treated us. THANKS XD. then went over to marina square for to watch movie. caught the 4 oclock deathnote. walked around aimlessly and crapped like siao. then finally its time. took some photos in the cinema and we were super early. sat beside dionne and belinda. dionne was like so scared when the god of death came out. and belinda insisted that it was cute! hahaha. so it ended at around 6.30. waited for dionne's mum and she gave us a ride to school. well. school equals home lah. so thanks again.!! so came home and watched gong. weeee~ i like that show. and rested for a while. back on the computer now. thats all. God bless. =)
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the doctor called. regarding my blood test. she said. my blood results didnt look good. suspected with chronic disease- rheumatiod athritis. there is no treatment and no known cure. hope i'm alright.
busy holiday schedule i have this year.
im happy today. very happy. thank you. XD.
i've got back to life. im used to not talking to you guys any more. i have stopped talking to you guys. but. knowing you is great.
1 more day. thank you all two e fiver. you guys will be remembered dearly. you guys rock.
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yo. so my blog is dead. no one taggs. any way. here for some updates. monday, results were given out. rather contented. well. i pass my chinese!! with 69 for eoy. hahah. i get every thing between 60 to 70. except for science though. failed science. well. so decided on combine science. my combination that i chose goes like this. english. higher chinese( though deng lao shi advice me to drop). emaths. amaths. art. science( phy/ chem). social studies with history. every one is advicing me to go for pure science. since i arent the last 40 in the level. but well. i have decided. and i guess no one can change it. so monday had rehersal for friday's graduation day. tuesday went with hazel to go around kovan and lorong ah soo. ordered all the food and yeah. went home to rest. wednesday, went to the doctors. well. had two appointment. i decided to consider myself discharged for my back. it doesnt help at all. for my chest, the doctor issued a blood test. so i had a blood test. and well. four bottles of blood were taken. WOW. man. i lost alot of blood. boo hoo hoo. and the nurse was like wah. you so good, didnt cry didnt scream. i give you sweet. i was like helllo. you expect me to do that? wasnt really painful. but the amount of blood is shocking. its like so much lah. and that day, deng lao shi told us to do cosages for the graduating sec 4s. so well. i did like 6. was like so tired le. then thursday continued with cosarges. not that i havent finished. but was kinda helping around. so well. had this streaming talk. and blah blah. went home. rested and went to the gym. yesterday, went to the gym too. school ended for performers at like 1010. had recess and went to drama room. wow. they were early lah. i going down for recess then they were in class. and on the way, i went to the drama room, met wj and wk. then wj was asking if his hair was nice. LOL. okay lah. his hair was nice. nicer then last time. LOL. then after that. wah. the whole gang came along. but well. when i wanted to change, they were like in front of me. and they walk so slowly. so we were kinda talking. LOL. then after that the narrators were practising their lines. feng rong was sick. so well, he was absent. when i went back to drama room again. saw they gang sitted. so when i came back, they were asking me things again. then we had to do make ups again. and i was one of them who needed full make up. bunned hair again. wahh. LOL. every thing went smoothly. was invited for lunch. and well. ate. and the desert was like so full that i was dripping all over lah. i was like wth. wiped away all my make ups though. went home after that. checked my level position lah. 214. like so lousy. sigh.. then rested and went gym again. met wx downstairs my house when i was going home from the gym. then had dinner and well. was gaming. so slept quite early. today. went geylang sly from like 10. 45 to 2am. had indian food for lunch. then. rested while playing o2jam with zk and wk. left at like 3. 05 to go meet hazel and mrs ng. went to collect food. so yeah. then reach there at around 4. 35pm. settled every thing and sece 4s came at like 5. so punctual. had quite a wide spread like satay. otah. jelly. pasta. sushi. watermelon. cake. chips. drinks. chicken. yup. then chit chatted and packed up at like 7. 45. so yeah. only 18 people turned out including the sec 4s. like wth lahh. so reached home slightly after 8. bathed and chatted and was trying to connect internet using laptop. but no free internet to tab. boo. haha. so played o2jam again. yay. finally passed connon normal. haha. then well chatting now. rather tired. after such a long day. gonna rest soon. got stupid tuition tomorrow. God bless. XD.
* HAPPY GRADUATION DAY sec 4s. those who i know will forever will be remembered. thank you for all that you guys have done for me =)
yo. bit by bit. i get more and more tired. more and more restless. Trust in God. yes, i know. confused, as each day passes. borred with nothing to do. friends, i have many, but little i dare go up to them. as i get through life, day by day, spending all my time uselessly, it really makes me wonder if i should go to the old folks home and help out. not for any thing, not for cip nor any thing else. often, i wake up in the morning. thinking of the same thing. which makes me sad, depressed, stressed up. i have given myself almost a one year break. maybe i should go on. each night, sleeping 7 hours, i feel as though im something like a soldier, preparing to go for war. tiring myself out, by going to the gym when i can. burning 350 calories each time i visit the gym. doing weights till my veins pops out. feeling weird at times. part of life, i guess. i used to have this wall. this huge huge wall. that helped me through. i thought i once again had the wall. many this time. but slowly, i realised, i was deciving myself to make me feel better. almost none, would understand what im saying. but, im simply sick of every thing. "so sick of love songs, so tired of tears." its been a long long time, since i smiled so broadly, my brother. the one, who gave me joy today. yes, my brother. the one and only wall i have through my whole life. crapping through the whole bus ride home. again and again. he warned me. many things that are bad for me. he merely wanted to protect me. how nice is that. sigh. 2 more years and he will be in the army. in addition, my group of friends will be in the army too. how bad can that get? one after another, every one is leaving. the thing im afraid is seeing darkness. soon, im going to see it. in my outside world. i thank God for my family. my wonderful family. that is there for me, all the time. Seek refuge in God. " come to me all those who are weary. and i will give you rest." this verse keeps coming to my mind. go to God, yes. go to him. i find myself straying away. from every one. every thing. life have changed. i have changed too.
any way, im thinking of getting a job for december holidays or going to help in the old folks home. christian one, i prefer. though i will be going overseas in november to europe and december to laos and bangkok, the rest of the days, im going to be bored to death. two art competitions coming up. one is can craft, representing zhonghua and leading a team, the other is anti drugs. i need cans. loads of them. so any one, can you help me collect cans? contact me if you need. those who have my hp, can call me or drop me a msg. the others can leave a tag. so yup. thats all. God bless.
i still dont sense you at all. i walk alone dont i?
yo. touching on a rather common topic. friends. well. every thing have changed. i have gone a step closer to those friends who i never had been socialising with. actually, seriously, they are nice people. be it those i seldom socialise with in cca, church, class or what. i have been socialising with those i seldom do so. i find that, they just have a different way of doing things, saying things and all. why not go a step closer? perhaps, God gave me this chance, to realise others around me. and not just sticking to the few i have been sticking with. both in school, church and tuition. although i have friends from all walks of life, all different styles, but still we are friends. 2e 5'06 will come to an end in 2 weeks time. just two weeks. 2 people. i have yet gotten their forgiveness. i dont know how i am going to get it. i tried, making a step, but i didnt get it. are we just continue to be like that for the rest of our lives? i hope not. friends, of different kind, bond together as a class, as a body. friendship, may seems like a rock or a bubble. easily broken or too hard to be broken. up and downs, we have been through, but friends we are still. not to one. but many of them. selfishness( yes, anthia. ) i do agree. but every one have their good points. siding no one, i think that maybe the matter should come to a standstill. since they are already in our class, make use of it. not every one can be classmates. but only some. great test i've been through. seeing who will help me and who wont. knowing more about friendships and stuff. yes, mrs lum is right. many things have happened, but just hang in there. 2 more weeks. just two. 17 more days. pathetically 17 more days. after that, like what ant says, we wont know who we will be with next year. so just treasure the time.
well. time have been passing real fast. and your have gone. spend your time wisely. wont get to see your so often. any way. exams have been here. one more last paper tomorrow which is maths paper 2. i think i will probably fail science paper. seeing my answers all so short. i realised i have lousy time management too. i practically have to rush through my answers at the end, not being able to finish answering all the questions properly. which makes me realised that i have been dumb. i changed the forumla for this maths question which i actually got the formula right in the first place. i totally forgot about the volume and just kept harping on the area. oh no oh no. there goes my A1 for maths. hopping to be able to continue higher chinese next year. but oh well. cant cry over spilt milk right. like what mum says. this time i didnt give myself a chance to study. i guess i will have to pay for every thing. slept like 3 hours in the afternoon today. gonna die of boredom. wonder how i am even going to sleep tonight for my maths exams tomorrow. ahh. the haze have been okay for the past two days. saturday was bad, hitting up to 150. every thing was blur. my chest hurt. couldnt go swimming. had to stay at home and mug. but well, rachael quah came to church on sunday. hipp hip hurray. long time havent seen her. hahaha. so was given the allowance of sitting with her instead of my parents like usual. hmm. every thing have been going fine. was told today that we have to perform on the 20 oct for the sec 4 graduation lunch. oh no. haha. drama unites once again. went to play basketball at church with joey today and on friday. met ms lim at the coffee shop on friday. and well. we and joey was so mored that we sat at the coffee shop and just started talking on and on and on. today went home at like 1 something. have been using real lots of msges this days. so people, if there's nothing dont msg me or you can, but i wont reply yeah. so that about it..
* have fun guys.
*thanks for the daily morning msg although you dont need to go to school.
you told me i didnt walk alone. but i cant feel any thing.
so yeah. havent been blogging. have kinds lessen down basketball these days. they are having N while im having exams. so yeah. but played basketball with them on tuesday. changed hp number so take note yeah. cna come and ask me if you want it. well shall blog abit of last week. started playing o2jam on either monday or wednesday. thrusday i went to CC to play basketball and when i left for the bubble tea shop, i turned and saw the whole group. they played in church. yeah. so kiat was standing there doing nothing. took a walk in central and met quan. quan was like asking me to take the ball home and wash for him. after much pursuadsion, i took the ball home. on the way home, met my class's boys. so they played with the basketball. wen xun was asking me to get the ball from him and i can have the ball back. but in the end, i got them back. dump xiong's ball in the toilet and it bathed with me. his ball dries real fast =). friday, ms tan chye i allowed our class to be let off one period earlier before recess to help cut moon cakes as she was in charge. happily, we went down to the canteen and started cutting. recess was next and classmates were all busily distributing. me and dionne were slacking at the counter. seeing that we were slacking, ms tan decided to ask us to go ask mrs seah if she allowed 8 pupils to help out in upper secondary recess which was after recess. mrs seah allowed and so me and dionne were one of the 8. she picked sone others like gavin, ralphael, kenny, valerie, shi hui and one more i forgot. was competiting with ralphael seeing who can give out the most. walked around in circles aimlessly holding the tray full of moon cakes. so only a few took even though i apporached so many. ralphael were asking his NP seniors to take. so similarly, i put the whole tray on their tables and left. hahaha. they were like asking me to take away lah. but i walked away. ralphael said i cheated. but he too. HAHA. so i went back to collect the tray. hearrd that jun ate up all. haha. doesnt really matter lah. so after that was washing up. washed washed washed and left for maths lessons. after maths every thing was the same. came home, slacked abit, played abit of games and left for school. went to school's art exhibition. my ceramics work rocks. its like so nice lah. and ms tan ( principal) caught me for my spectacles again. boo. like what the hell. went home and bathed, played o2jam and ate m&ns. m&ns rocks. slept at like 1. 30 am on saturday. woke up at like 9am. and. saturday was xiong's birthday. hahah. wished him happy birthday at like 12am both online and by msging. haha. and of course testimonial too. so he is 16=). grats. saturday was fine, went for art lessons and had to draw this pineapple. so difficult lah. was struggling. jiang was okay. crapped alot. came home and studied. mum told us that if me and kor sleeps by 11 pm daily, we get 100 dollars from her. daily till exam's over. so sunday, went to church. was children's day. woo hooo. so had children's day sermons. ended at like 9. 30am. went to kopitiam and sat there reading newspaper. ma was complaing of the unbearable heat so left. afternoon, studied abit and went to shop and save to buy ice cream~ havent ate that for ages. came back bathed and had chest pain while bathing. it still didnt go off after like 2 hours. so went to KK hospital. went through this CT scan and every thing. doctor said it was due to muscle ache. oh well. lucky thing. if not i'd be worrying wassup with me. so came back home at around 6.30pm. people in the hospital was just so noisy. cant stop blabbering. cant even study properly. ate dinner, bathed and every thing. studied for like 1 hour. Roy came and ma gave him tuition. had my ice cream~ hahah. yup. mad over ice cream. did lit homework till like 11 pm. any way. today, had lessons. free periods, i was busy doing maths. yup. must get A1 for maths. yeap. im on my chicken escense again. every day till exams are over. =/ hey guys, dont play any more yeah. all the best for N levels. jia you. 4 more days and you guys will be gone. thanks for accompanying me and every thing. =). cheers. God bless.
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