didnt want to post. but..
you said for you. i will. you'll be my motivation. cause of everything you've done for me.
okay. im totally screwed up. beyond measures. and quoting my mum, all i can do is to depend and lean on God. thats about the only thing i can do. the week hadn't been good with results coming in, breaking and tearing my heart bit by bit. i'm at the rock bottom now. and i cant go any further down. i dont really wanna touch on this topic now.
its my mentality.. i gotta conquer it. 11:10 PM
one word to express how i feel about the past three days: SPLENDID.
sense of jubilation, for perhaps just three days or less. definitely, had some fair share of fun and there's more to come, i guess. sakae sushi-ing with my dear girls, going crazy together, talking and laughing damn loudly, discussing about dramas and creating a din in the movie store, sitting around malls and getting chased away by security, like usual, on friday. durian-ed in malaysia today and shopped. came back and bumped into bethel youth. met rachael after damn freaking long and joined them for young adults. i guess it's a sense of belonging that is still deep in me. the friendships since young, attending sunday school together, exploring church together, climbing over the fence in the canteen, lying at the playground watching stars.. so much so much fond memories, but i chose to put it all down. and instantly, we talked and talked. perhaps i would go back with her biweekly for young adults session. maybe.. maybe not.. gonna go out with the scholars for dinner tomorrow. great=) 8:40 PM
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