felt relax from school this week, somehow.
screwed basketball up today.
saw two people accept Christ today, and i just hope my friends would too. it's such a joy and i'm so so happy for them. got to pray and keep my faith knowing that God will do work in His time. =D
2nd week of school has past.
some things just dawned on me today.
Good day to all. =)
school's open house today. met people, some of whom i haven't seen for ages, some of whom i miss seeing, some of whom i wasn't prepared to see. can't say i feel sad, cause i am happy to see certain people whom i haven't seen for ages, which includes zh juniors and seniors. but can't say i feel happy, cause on seeing some people, memories came back. so i guess it cancels out. think i didn't do that a good in facilitating cause i don't know much about the school and what the ccas are doing. eg. are they creating games or are they to go into the room and stuff like that. thought i could do better.. oh well, at least it was a good experience. seeing how my juniors get so vexed, stressed and indecisive when it comes to choosing schools makes me feel the same as well. especially for those whose parents are firm with their decisions, not allowing the child to have any say. saddens me. especially when i saw someone's sian face today. oh well..
第一天，我却很累。好多好多事做啊，多得透不过气了。感觉好像要崩溃了。=(
i remember someone ( guy) telling me: it is because of girls that's why they, guys have problems.
school's starting tomorrow. was kind of excited initially. but after napping, i was hoping time could pass slower so that i can run away for a while more, before facing the monsterous, gigantic, humongous, scary A levels and A divisions. somehow the excitement i contained isn't there already. was thinking what kept me going to school daily. in sec 3, perhaps maths, sec 4, reynold, j1 basketball, j2, i'm still finding. i remember how i used to wake up, seeing msges, being so excited and happy every morning. but, doesn't happen now i guess. rather, it stopped 11 months ago. at least i had company when i was j1, but j2's gonna be different. oh well. friends told me i was much happier, making my whole clique laugh. but i seems to have lost the ability to do all these. but whatever the case is, i'm still a happy little girl now. at least i still have my family, church friends, school friends like meisiu, random people and reynold to make me smile like how he used to. i'm much happier now than in the past year when all kind of shit happened. just hope that in this year of schooling i'll persevere and not start skipping school just cause i can't take the stress. not done with homework, but i've kind of gave up doing cause i want my rest before the long yet short year begins. first day of school and i have to stay back to paint basketball banner. i'll take it as a bonding session together. hope the day will go fine. hope the year will go fine.
basketball camp ended with a basketball test ( of which i didnt do well) and 2.4km run ( of which i didnt complete). camp was strenuous. had many things to take note as a captain along the way. glad a few seniors came back. cause without them, i'd be at a total lost. talking to them about difficulties faced being a captain made me feel much better. gave me encouragement and taught me stuff. team talk was good i guess. at least coach said everyone looked better after team talk. mr lim is right. guess we really need to spend time together. need to be more cooperative. i hope what we keep from all this pain and stuff is the memories. good ones, bad ones. after all, it's the experience and memories that counts. think we're more bonded after the camp already. but there're still separation among us. hope over time, we'll get to know each other better, play with chemistry. saw the fighting spirit again during the losing match. gave me the want to continue playing with you girls. =D. jiayou.
basketball camp tomorrow. =DDD
2009年过了，2010年来了。2009年，也许对我来说，是我人生中最最辛苦的一年。感觉上，好像整年都不是过得很顺，也对新的一年感到害怕。可能是因为有会考。考试，从来对我说，是一件没什么的事。但，经过2009年，我的想法完完全全的改变了。可是，我知道，神，为我安排了很多美好的事，等着我。2009年，当上了安少的副团长，当上了篮球队长，在加上合气道，篮球，钢琴，侍奉，读书，把我几乎喘不过起来。好像不管我读多少，成绩都好烂好烂啊， 使我整人觉得非常堕落 (demoralized)。在achievement方面，和往年相比，我并没有得到什么，凡而因差的成绩放弃了我喜爱做的事。可能是上帝的安排吧。不管如何，我都需要感谢他，给我度过了这一年，也给我学到了不少属灵的功课。他带给我许多好朋友，好老师，好家人，愿意花时间在我身上，支持我，教导我，给我关怀，给我爱。没有他们，我的一年会更辛苦!
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