' running a never ending road______

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

before i start on my i&r and stuff..

dont think you can push me just because i keep giving in.
it has been the whole freaking year,
putting up with you and your attitude.
mind your attitude before commenting on others please.
i've told you,
be thankful your grades are good.
BUT MINE ISN'T.
you have NO right to command any of us.
i've so many activities,
what a pity you don't.
i feel sorry for you.
and you have NO right to ask me to NOT go.
im not as irresponsible as you.
i have duties to carry out,
i have skills i need to practise.
2 more days,
and it'll soon be over.
in these two days,
IF you push me any more,
I'll BOOM.
i'll do more drastic things than just leave the classroom.
and. STOP PUSHING THE BLAME TO ME.
YOU ARE NOT ME.
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND.
and. IM NOT SOMEONE WHO'LL SKIP CCA.
unlike you.
aww.
and. stop using getting A as a threat to me.
im sorry, DOESNT WORK.

cca days changed,
caused my whole plan to be screwed up.
need to change piano and stuff.
super irritated.
irritated cause we have to share coach.
we dont get his full attention,
we cant improve.

loads of things to decide on.
jersey,
farewell for j2s,
j1 bbq,
all these things..
being a leader in jc is so so different from secondary school.
in secondary school,
everything is decided by our teacher..
as leaders, we just have to carry out and follow their instructions.
in jc,
i dont even need to ask for permission.
just inform and carry out.
good and bad points though.
ah well, got to do my best and lead the team.
i want the team to r.i.s.e.
we'll get into nationals.
=)

my hols is so screwed.
4 weeks of december..
first two weeks overseas.
third week, anshao camp.
last week christmas.
gonna miss trainings =(
i have THREE camps this hols.
wow.=)

where does studies come in..?

kb, thanks for all your heart warming msges despite your A's.
your encouragements every time i feel like giving up on the team.
your advices.
your support.
i'll look forward to you coming back.
=)

mel, thanks for lunching with me so often despite your A's.
and for all your advices on how to lead and bring the team to rise.
i'll look forward to you coming back!
btw. how did we even start talking..?
=)

ms. thanks for always trying to make me laugh, cheering me up in class, hearing me rant although you have things bottled up too.
you know i need you yeah..?
and.. CHILL. things will be over soon.
loves! =)

daryl, thanks for offering to meet me to teach me stuff despite our clashing schedules!!!! ( wanting to meet you is just so tough ><)
and for msging me these days despite me distracting you while doing your work.
you giving your last ten bucks to charity still makes me laugh.
=)

reynold, im glad my books managed to help you with your O's.
thanks for still being there despite being in a different school.
novemeber's here.
i've known you for about two years soon..
somehow, i still wonder.
how did we even start talking?
talking so much,
knowing that you are so shy..
yet, we still managed to talk.
hmm.
any way, it still feels great to have you msging me,
keeping me updated about your O's.
i look forward to 6 points.
keep going okay..?
im still here,
like how i was..
=)

navin. I UPDATED HOR!
update yours too.
and..
yes yes, you're awesome =)
somehow or another..
i still miss the times when we could just..
talk,
talk,
talk..
and go on talking.
and talking.
and talking.
but nevermind..
at least we still do talk.
thanks for listening to my rants, always..
=)

my girls.
thanks for being so supportive. <3.

anshao.
thanks for all the prayers, encouragement, support,
laughs, love. <3

aikido mates.
thanks for all the encouragements.
sorry for disappointing your..
but, i really have to quit.
its beyond my control.
i'll come back soon, i promise..
<3.

all the best for A levels. =)
my basketball girls,
j2 seniors,
anshao-ers,
anyone,
everyone.
i cant wait for A levels to end.

thank God.
for EVERYTHING ABOVE! =)

8:31 PM

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