i have been having this blog for 4/5 years, and yet this is my 200th post. wow.
16 more days to o levels. im scared, for humans and languages. my doomed subjects. no matter how much i know i must study, i still dont want to. i dunno why. am i courting death? i cannot get below a B3 for both my english and humans. its a NONO. and i only have ONE humans. ss/hist. rah.
everything's so screwed. irresponsible. blame it on me for not being cautious enough.
have been hitting bed as early as 630 these days. very tired. and i spend like 10 hours sleeping instead of studying. wow.
mummy is making the house a shit place for me to study in. her never ending complains and rants and threats and what-so-ever.
4 hours of maths later on.
feels sleepy after 9 hours of sleep.
went to blade at ecp on wednesday with parents. had mac grittles for breakfast =). i travelled for like 15 minutes, THE SCREW IN MY FIRST WHEEL CAME OUT, causing me to land with a great thud. i practically have to walk for an hour before i reach to where daddy and mummy was. than rested while dad went to the shop to help me change my wheel. and guess who i met? MY MAMA! ( mrs ngiam .xD) and she was black on thursday. haha.
i find studying at night super unproductive. rather, i find studying AT HOME super unproductive.
i have wonderful friends, dropping me encouraging msges and notes=). THANKS!
what i wanna do after Os. ( motivation)
- PLAY PIANO
- DO SHOPPING
- LEARN A SPORTS
- LEARN A NEW INSTRUMENT
- SLEEP LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS
- EXERCISE
- GO OUT OUT and OUT!
- GO BACK FOR ART LESSONS
- GO HOLIDAY!
- SERVICE MORE
thats about it.
grad day is on next friday. when most schools are already on study break. wow. my study break is like ONE week of which i think i still have to go to school. CRAP CRAP CRAP. i think im weak; i sccumb under pressure. ( * you know what i mean. )
please please please pray for me.
bring me through baby. =)
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