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Friday, August 29, 2008

Prelims are here. did not really study. dunno why. just feel like sleeping and eating one whole day. and, im growing damn fat. holidays are here. and im sure i will not study. sleep plus eat again. unless some kind soul asks me out to study like how i did in the void deck with peixun and ben ng a few times. any way. have been spending quite alot of time out. yesterday went to catch wall-e with belinda, shao han and han yu. went to ps. waited for shao han and han yu for their papers while belinda came to my house to play spider solitaire. LOL. damn fun. yeah. than ate. and ate. and ate moree food. haha. today, had aces day cum teachers day celebration. aces day was damn fun. WEEEE. had vertical run. than e6 actually came in second. felt damn proud. they were seriously real co-operative this time round. i think we completed like 30 over sets. wee. hahaha. we dropped the bag thrice but surprisingly, the glass inside didnt break!!! WHOOO. hhahaha. was damn happy and high today. did teacher's day card after that and we did this distilled water bottle card for mr chong. hah. damn cute. than had performance. wasnt that good this year EXCEPT FOR DOM TAN AND LINETTE's ITEM. it was awesome. than presented mrs ngiam with her teacher's day present and card from e6. manged to hug her (promised her the night before), unfortunately, not a wet one. hahah. followed by ms fu. hope they are proud of us. xD. went back to holy primary with han yu after that. met aloysius and jeremy initially. than zhiming. all changed alot. than charmaine and ying yian came. than jun han and xuan le and eugene. woah. memories. xuan le changed alot. use to remember him as this pai kia last time. created trouble, canning and stuff. but he is actually damn good and nice to talk to! and he is academically inclined!! than eugene, remember him as this red cross friend. haha. he became better looking =X. than charmaine, forever the same. jun han, aloysius about the same. yeah. than haoyi is okay la, better looking than last time. =X. qishen still the same. yun kai still the same. walked around for a while. didnt managed to meet gerald though we actually called each other lar! than went for lunch at pizza hut in seng kang with ying yian, charmaine, jun han, xuan le, aloysius. talked and stuff. sweet. haha. still the same old people i love to hang out with. 10 years friendship. =). enjoyed myself alot.

hopefully i start mugging man. if not im gonna suffer. serious.
any way to e6: I LOVE E6 xD. keep the spirit glowing.
to the e class, hopefully we will still meet up more! jiayou for o levels xD.
to mrs ngiam, ms fu, mr poh. hopefully your like our card and photo.
HAPPY TEACHER's DAY!

its gonna be a week.
somehow, although it is wrong, i like it this way.
but, i know i cant afford to have this going on for long.
give me time.
if this family ever falls.
just know that i love you still.
sometimes, i just feel no love from you.
like you're always ganging up to bully him.
sometimes, i feel so fortunate.
but again, it hasnt been smooth.
for the times i cried again and again to sleep.
you asked me to pray.
i did.
but, im trying to change.
to be a real christian.
to live it out and be a testimony.
but, you keep accusing me again and again.
insulting me again and again.
this has to stop.
whats the main cause? i dunno.
cant we be how we used to be before everything happened?
for now, just keep it like that.

i wanted to see a counsellor ( being frank)
you told me to.
but i thought again, you are already my counsellor.
hopefully it will last.

the week has been bad. emo once again.

5:52 PM

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Sunday, August 03, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF, JIN RONG, AOBIN, ALAN, EDWARD and i dunno who.

this is one of the best best best best birthday i ever had.
Thursday, mummy and daddy suddenly came home with my swensens ice cream cake at like 10. LOL.
friday was a happy day. stepped into class, yen gave me my present. ms sharon gave me 40 bucks for some competition i won last year. returned to class. charmaine gave me my present. along with cynthia. than. at night, esther, yvonne, guang yi, heng yue, shaun, lun siong, jen and her two friends, jun yan went for FOP. was damn nice =)).
saturday, had FOUR HOURS OF MATHS. than art plus jiang. than dinner with ying yian. than slept at like 8 plus. than in between had like so many msges coming in. so nice of them though.
today. went for istana art competition. didnt win. but its kay. than went to food court to find church friends. than suddenly, they sang happy birthday to me. thanks xD. than went back to church. suddenly mugging half way, they sang again! with a cake this time. okay. damn sweeet of them. xD. than went to Hog's breath cafe at chijmes for dinner. they gave me a cake free cause it's my birthday! than the people there all sang happy birthday to me. okay. xD didnt know what to do when people sing me birthday songs. so just kept smiling. LOL. but raah. i feel damn guilty. like havent been studying from friday to today. ><

Charmaine tan
Aobin
Anthia
Samuel
Jin Rong
Wan Teng
Guang yi
Yvonne
Rebecca
Jen
Joey
Pei xun
Jolene
Yen ling
Dom tan
Darrell
Julia
magdalene
Ying yin
Charmaine Sng
Chuan Yue
Phyllis
Kathryn ds
shermaine
Zi kang
Wei jun
bryner
wei en ds
Zhong han
Nicholas
jia chin
jun yan
shaun
Li hao
heng yue
esther
lun siong
zan
chien nie
Linde
belinda
shao han
cynthia
Kelvin Chua
Adeline Ang
cai feng
jackson
fang jun
lecia
han yu
Zhi han
Sarah
mummy
daddy
gu gu
God ma
Ema

for the gifts : charmaine tan, cynthia, yen ling, lecia, shao han, belinda, han yu, ying yin, jackson, anthia, god ma

for the ang paos : mummy( and for the dinner), daddy, ema, gu gu.

for the cake and songs: jen, yvonne, guang yi, jun yan, esther, lun siong, shaun, lihao, heng yue, zan

THANKYOU EVERY ONE for making this day, so memorable
LOVE YOU GUYS!

to *******. Thanks for being there the whole day for me. though both our msges has exceed our limit. but still. sweet. =)

ps. note the amount of cake i had over the past few days. LOL.

9:41 PM

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