yo. i just came back from the hospital. my uncle is dying. he is 78 years old. i see him gasping for breath, with a tube out from his mouth, it really pains me. he lived with a 40 year old warft. he is lucky enough. a normal person with warft would have died earlier. but, he is stubborn. he was asked to do an operation, but refused. sigh.. perhaps, that is all for life for him. a last face, and i will see him at his weak. of course i hate to do so. but, he has lived long enough. he gave moral support to my mum when my dad had a hear attack. he taught my mum of what food to allow me and my brother to eat. without him, i doubt i will be this size. he is considered fortunate. his three children have all graduated. i really hope he can live through. a few more days.. he is sleeping in the ward which was once my father. in CCU. the ward which nurses pays most attention to. his heart have over worked till the extent it is so big.. perhaps, tonight is the lsat night for him, which i really hope not. i want to see him, alive once again. the strong him. the noisy him who complains about every thing. the him who gives me sweets. the him who give me food to eat. the him who talks alot. the him who is fussy. the him who is caring and the him who loves his wife till the extent of not letting his wife go into the clinic with him. i dont want to see the sickly him. the him who is gasping for breath. the him who runs a fever. the him who cant even talk. the him who can hardly open his eyes. how i wish no one in this world who die. or at least, not of any illness. sighh. i guess i will have to accept the fact. i wonder how am i going to spend my weekend. busy or slacking. oh well..
I MUST ALL MY TESTS!!! yes!! my dad owes me a basketball now. =). and my dad actually said buy the cheapest. but my mum said if it costs such little bit more for a better ball, but the better one then. YAY.. but, i think i am really going to do sucky for my next common test. had science. and well. pray that i pass. yup. thats all, need to do artt.. parent teacher meeting this coming satruday. wonder what TCI will comment on. cheers all. God bless.
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