yo. i awoke early today without my parents waking me up. i had this sudden feeling that i dont want to go to church. obviously, i still went. i dont know. i dont want to face reality. im confused. i went because of worshiping the Lord and not cause of just seeing him for 2 hours. i have decided. to put the past all behind me and to move forward. yes, its hard. but i have to. i just wish this guy would come along and take my past away from me. church. a place to worship and not a place to get a relationship. i have to get over him. and just perhaps take him as a friend whom i dont even talk to when we see each other at all. while listening to what uncle sk talk just now, he was opposite me and when i look right into his eyes, he looked back and turned away. another time was he looking into my eyes and i just looked at him for about a minute and decided to turn away. i see him seated and i just wonder. why is he so important to me. i looked at the drawing he drew. and i thought. if we were together, we could always spend time drawing together. it just happened to be the case where we share serveral common interest between ourselves which pulled us together. oh well
i was talking to this guy about not taking insults to heart. insults. at times, insults may just be misunderstandings. he was so called insulted by this girl who didnt even insult him. he took it to heart and started swearing. well. you are right. you didnt do any thing to get those insults and your name isnt for being insulted. and the person who made those so called insults didnt have a chance to explain to you. yes, you are supposed to listen to your gf. not me nor her. but why make things so difficult for you by giving them a hard time? forgive and forget. thats the only thing i can say before i tell you how it actually started. yeahh
what can i say? secondary two life isnt as simple as it used to be when i was in secondary two. i have to motivate myself like siao. which, i simply cant bring myself to study. staying back almost every single day to do stuff in school like projects and yada ya da.. i currently failed 1 subject and i seriously believe that i am gonna fail more as well. i cant believe i actually did fail. oh well. i gotta go. God bless
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