yo. happy valentines day every one. thinking that it is valentine's day, i hate to think that i have a wounded heart. my niece asked me if i had a boyfriend. and my answer was. no, but i have a wounded heart. last year, when it was valentine's day. i guess that we were still close. or rather, we started being closer and closer. but this year, we are getting futher and futher. for the exceptional times that we talk for about one sentence to each other. and it happens like once in a month?? im tired. im really tired. i asked my friend last night why go into a relationship when you get hurt in the end. and his answer was for fun. perhaps to him, the girlfriend he has is always for fun. but, i see him just so serious when i saw them going into the dark corner. well, i dont know. but i just feel so tired that i just want to fall into a deep sleep. but when i sleep, i start to dream. and what do i dream? things which i dont want? yeahh.
i am just so grateful to mei zhen, mel and khoo. since i failed chinese, they are doing things to make me study so that i wont drop higher chinese. geography too. i know why i fail. thats becuase i spend too much time in front of the computer instead of books. deng lao shi may be right that its the class spirit which makes every one us and the friends we have, but we too, must be motivated. i am also touch by how they start a study group just to study together every single week. i believe that with them around, i will be able to do better. but i cant just rely on them. i have to motivate and be determine. guess i better take a rest before i get too tired to study tonight. God bless and once again, HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY!!!
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