yo. i watched you walking through the dark and didnt dare look at you under the bright light. how i yearn for your presence in me once again. we are drifting apart as fast as the rocket. is she all you care about now? am i forgotten? i have loads of things to ask you. i look at you from the back of the santuary. and i just wanted you to turn your head and just take a little second and look at me once again. i was looking at you through the whole refreshment. i didnt see you glancing at me. but i was close enough for me to feel you around. afraid that you might read my blog and distant yourself away from me. you dare nott confess that you once love me? cant that stay forever? or perhaps i shouldnt think about it. i was upset when i didnt see you in church today. i saw your family. but not you. dont wanna touch so much about you. but i would liek you to know that when you fall, ill be here like i always have been for the past year.
went to church for watch night service yesterday and well. glad that hannah plucked up her courage to give her testimony. touched. but when i came back, i was talking to dora and she told me that perhaps she doesnt want to stay as a christian. i was shocked to hear that. and tried to touch her by my life. the way i have experience GOd. 13 years in church. never once have i felt his love, his presence and him at work. it just seem that my dad's heart attack touched me. christmas touched me as well and well. through the long year, being with you have touched me in some ways. the time you said you wanted to leave church. any way. its a new year. i should look forward to the new year and forget about the past. carry those fond memories with me and have a blessed year full of blessings and grace. i hope that you will forget the hard time you had and carry the fond memories as well. have a blessed year full of blessings and grace. God bless.
*guess life is getting better without you though i want you and love you so much.
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