yo. okay. i just finished presenting my INNOWits and my group came in third. yeahhh. i was so surprised we did come in. we were like not really prepared with the absence of group members in meetings. well. i am just so happy. CHEERS. okay. presentation went on fine and smoothly except for very slight errors here and there. yeah. today is my school's open house where primary six students come and blah blah blah. watched a little of UG thingy until after BB and GB then go home. well. met quite a number of church peeps there. Alex, joseph, james, jasmine, keegan, pei ying and more.. Alex was coming down the rope. think he is an expert at that.. almost the whole school except secondary 4 is there. except me. i am just sitted down here doing a post. lols. okayy.
went to J8 yesterday with k.kaiwen,melanie, chieh-ling and mei zhen. took some neo prints and guess what met dionne there. met zane there. lols. not really met la. just that i saw him. then he didnt. then he called me. diao. we were like so close to each other but we used the phone. lame.. my handphone bill very ex liao la.. linger around in J8 until 3. and zane left at 2 plus i think. when he called me he wasnt in J8 le. there so boring. school ended at 9.30 by the way. then went home. bathe, change and went to the club to bowl.. lols.. my bowling results are getting better. but due to the sprained i had, i dont think it was that good after all. lols.
well. just heard that you steaded with another guy from church again. well. if you are really doing so, please stop making the other guy wait. i seriously dont know what so good about you that he is still waiting for you. i seldom see him so serious about any thing except relationship. so please free him. and your had to go to harbour front just to escape from him, making him like a fool, waiting for your call and for your answer. is that fair? no. totally not fair. you care about you and your own life but not about him. i just cant comprehend why he is still waiting for your call. but i have to say. if your are really together, please tell him to stop waiting for you. i have no objections or what so ever about the guy you are with now. and i know its not my problem if you do tell him or not. BUT the guy waiting for you is my friend after all. a close one. actually, even the guy you are with now and you yourself is my friend. i just dont know how this all happened. harbour front. holding hands. if he sees this, what do you think he will think? how he have trusted you so much, thinking that you will keep to your word and being a fool time and time again. he didnt want to love you. he didnt want to take your word. he didnt want to leave you. he didnt want to sacrifise his time for you. but. again and again. he loved you without any second thoughts, took your word as thought that you would keep to it, left you cause your parents wanted, sacrifise his time and friends for you even when he didnt have to. he worried for you, called and check on you to check that you are fine and to keep up with you. he took up all the responsibility and the scoldings by your paretns. he suffered so much just for you. what do he get in return? he bought things for you, gave you surprises just to try to make you happy. and well what did you give him? NOTHING. when your were together, he suffered waiting for your call, tying himself to you only, not daring going for another girl. but you? you made him wait. he had to take up that there was a guy asking you to stead and wondering if you would go with him. well. you didnt. but after breaking, you went with another guy. we are all a family. same church. is making him wait the only thing? you are not only tying him down. but you are controlling his life. but. because of you, we are close. i dont care if we are close or not. what i care is just about HIM. get it. i dont think i am that good a girl for him. but. do you think you are? you are rich, so what? money isnt every thing about life. he gets scolding from his parents because of you. you have caused huge pain to him. but. he doesnt mind. he wants to be with you. just because of you. he doesnt care about much things. it really makes me wonder why. what so good about you? i just dont know. dont you wish for him to stop pestering you about the answer? then why not tell him straight that you are with another church guy. he will be sad, down and deep inside him, very hurt and painful. an outer cut can be healed. but an inner one is much harder to cure. or it may even be NEVER cured. but. a shorter pain is better then a longer one.its pain for me to see him like that. he cares alot for you and is serious about you. your parents may reject him. but is it fair to him that your parents dont reject that guy but him instead? whats wrong with him? i just cant comprehend. nothing i guess. except for his mood at times. he treat you so well. but. i dont see you appreciating it. where is your kindness? where is your heart? where is your guilt? and where is your courage? you have the courage to leave him waiting for you and going to stead with another guy but you dont have the courage of telling him you are with another guy. WHAT IS THIS MAN?thought people always say that you are nice, you are kind you are ..... if you have this qualities really instilled in you, WHERE IS YOUR PRIDE? you cant even voice out that you are with him. cheating behind people's back. to think that i have tursted you so much, putting in good words for you. yet, you still had to go steady with another guy, without telling him. if you tell him and go steady, i wont care.but, i know its not my life, i have no right to care. but i thimk for every one as a neutral person. i hope you will consider voicing it out. and if he still decides to wait for you, i cant help it. since tomorrow is fun week, your will be spending much time together. i hope you will just say it out. his pain and sadness, i will bear it for you. trust me. see you tomorrow. take care peeps, God bless. CHEERS.
*living life without your care is painful. waiting for a miricle to happen....
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