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-(7.54pm)long time no post le. not really long lar. today's my parents aniversary. so what????? and its lantern festival. dad's in malaysia for some grasshood leader meeting. yahh. reformatted my computer today and guess what? most of my songs are GONE. yeah. but never mind. got back some from kai shan. today, went to church. every thing as usual. it was raining in the morning. almost didnt go to church caused we didnt have the car. was just on time when we reached there. yah. than after that youth. played some stupid game. before that dr tan kim huat gave a over view of relvatations. understand some. quite alot. than after that went home. waited for da kor kor and kaishan. than da kor kor repaired my computer for me. as kai shan's one wasnt repaired yet. i had to let him use mine. but i told him to wait for me to dl my stuff first. he didnt allow. that is when ma came in. she saio de lor. i let kor use he dont want. that was when i went back to use my computer. after that ma was like yacking right beside me and pulling my hair. we fought. kinda. than that was when it became havock. i left my computer for a while to do my maths homework. and she followed me. DUMB ASSSSSS. than after that we aruged. cause she keep pulling my hair. WTF lor. not my fault. she said she dont wanna talk to me. dont want dont talk larr. why is there so many problems between me and my parents?? oh ya. she said she also wanted to send me to AG home. perhaps life would be beteter if i stayied in AG home lor. talk so much. than i said i wanna go to NAFA after my O levels. than she say what dont want you to go......... than she said the main reason i wanna go is because of someone. NOT HIM ALRIGHT!!!!! i have got nothing to do with him. just friends. and ma thinks every guy i talk to is my boyfriend. keep it that way if you want to.but i have to say we are close.. yah. any way, life seems meaningless for me. if only pa was here to stop every thing( though he is useless at times.) sighhh. many things happened today. i wanna rest and curl up and die.
-(10.35pm)sighhh. just now. while i was talking to him. my mum suddenly took my handphone. wha lou. than she go and check the miss call and recieve calls. all from him lor. than msg also. than i kanna from my mum a big scolding. I HAVE GOT NO RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM. he is just a FRIEND. PURE FRIEND. i do not like him or what so ever your think. even my brother sides my mum. what the fuck lar. than call him also dont respond. just drop my call. if he wants it to be like that. so be it. i have tried to sustain my friendship with you and you always mood swing and give attitude. sighhhh. i really dunno what to do. well. its my fault alright. second time it had happened. once in may and now again. i really dunno what the hell am i suppose to do. i wanna just end it all at once. my mum is just like hers. we will have to end. i dont want to fall in love with you nor you in love with me. lets just be friends. but not so close. people will think that we are into a relationship. which we TOTALL ARE NOT. if you manage to read it, i hope you will not bear grudges on me. i apologise if my mum did do any thing to you. i have tried my best to stop her from doing any thing. i will still take you as a friend, a very close one who shared my joy and sorrows with.
- happy birthday to Hannah
- happy birthday in advace to ben, wanlin and k.kaiwen
*still wandering what is life all about.
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